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Monday, May 31, 2004
15:26

whee.
im at gramama's place nw. [referred to: childcare centre]
yays.
i love childcare centre.
how funn.
anyways. just came baq frem cinema.
ayes.
watcheddd |SHREK 2|.
meow.
soo fuarNIE.
meows.
PUSS rockss man.
lalala. ohmans.
damn cute eh that thing.
bigg bigg beautiful eyes.
but fiona is ugly. [no offence to FIONAs.]
why she chose to be an ogre is very puzzling.
and puh-lis lahhrs..
prince charming is very charming whats.
meow meow.
ok..childcare centre provides fuarNIe stories ehs.
hahha.
regarding my ever so chic GRAMAMA
yeps.
anyways.
yeahh. wanna watch h.p next.
drag my mother agains.
yupp.
and i wanna skip tuition!!!
who wants to study linear law??????
ME.

There are many intelligent species in the universe. They are all owned by cats.


Saturday, May 29, 2004
22:46

uhh hey there.
ok. sounds like carrie chong.
hee.
anyways..band tdy.
so funn. play until like some monster trynig to catch us.
not nice lahh.
sounds like some noisy stuff.
yuxx.
bahh. marrrchinggggg was....no comments.
kayy.
went fer class.
yays!!
i'm gonna stop classes on sats le. which means i can stay back later and take neos!
heh.
sorry ah.
im xiao le.
for the first time in my whole entire life my whole family prayed
TOGETHER!!!
geddit?
ohwells. nvm.
den went out to eat.
wanted to go adam hawker ctr eat but carpark full.
lazy to wait,went serene ctr to eat macs.
how fun lors.
got off car and gess what we saw??????
a JAGUAR!!!
ohmans.
IM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH JAGS!!
very very majestic.
haha.
den i saw angeline.
wow lorhs. she's chio cans?
ahha.
didn't see anyone else.. until i saw bernice, kavina and serping.
wow. the world very round what.
heh. mayb they just finished service.
we talked about some religious stuff larhs.
how cool cans?
we learn something new everyday!


Friday, May 28, 2004
15:16

eh hahah.
totally pissed here.
last day of school should mean spending time OUT.
but im stuck here at home.
eleveno'clock curfew!
very good what.
come home quickly and clean the house.
shitified.
ugh.
argh!
man!!!!!
i've just on the computer and she's asking me to sweep the house!!!
is that what she call: "i'm already being very considerate to you"
wtf.
cant stand it.
fine.
i shall stop.
and she's screaming already.
to my brother though.


Wednesday, May 26, 2004
20:37

Patience and perserverence have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish.
-John Quincy Adams
a total waste of time here actually.
not knowing what to write.
but i CANNOT fall asleep.
why do i keep falling asleep nowadays ah.
fine i shall face it.
imlazy.
heh.
but i'm not lazy to pray and read qur'an.
wow.
yays.
the world is becoming very very religious now.
really.
apart from that bush.
horrible.
the cause of sufferings.
ohmans.
the school is gonna issue our reports.
im screwed.
how to show my mother my marks.
not a single A here.
unlike some people...
eh.
im jealous kayy.
A here.
A there.
you got an A fer CHINESE!!!
my malay is like shit.
great.
im gonna buck up.
i shall speak proper malay to malay people..
[if i can]
anyways.
felt bored today.
drew flowerssssssssss.
scribble dunno wat shit.
oh anyway..
to the toot-est person i've ever met,
dun ever make me laugh again kayy.
make me until i wanna shit and barf at the same time.
and to the oh-i-buy-branded-stuff person,
your sweet didn't help me much
and you are so lame.
think before you talk man.........

oh cool.
band is gonna run on sats.
thanks to:ms lo.
wonders.
im not going for band tmr.
thanks to:crappified course.

*To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the
world*


Sunday, May 23, 2004
18:37

hey hey. harlow.
i totally miss obs.
i cant face tmr.
dun wanna see some people.
dun wanna take something away.
dun wanna see STEPHEN LOH WAI KIN!!!!!!!
he will remind me of mama lemon.
can we all like go out rafflesians??
haiz...
guess we'll never get to see him again.
whatever i shall just try not to remember anything.
but i can't.
totally slept the whole day.
woke up at 5.30 got ready fer big walk.
den i smelt something while walking.
i dunno if you were there. but your smell was there.
i asked you and you said you were there.
so close yet so far.
however this no longer applies to you.
just an outstretched arm.
now i see myself in ubin.
cars,tv, phones, computers, radio...seems weird.
tv is sooooo boring.
i miss surrounding!!!
yups.
kay...kinda tired typing le.


Saturday, May 22, 2004
23:25

Ooh hi harlows. i miss everybody le. heh.and I carn stop scratching myself! damned. my mother call me cook but I tooo lazie..bahhh..ohwells i shall just cook k. what. she haven’t even take out the ingredients lorhs…fines…i shall do a quick one fer this.
so let me recap on the past week at OBS.

monday: 17.05.2004
woke up earlii mornings. nice nice mother fetch me to school. bahh.bag damn heavy. anyways. assembled at foyer. haha. yeps took bus to punggol jetty there. sat at the side.
was the last to board on the boat.
reach there found out that I was in [RAFFLES]. Din know what to expect but realize that what I wished fer didn’t come true..[for a couple of days at least]
woohoo! DIANAH and SOPHIE was in [RAFFLES] too so was KAVINA, XIAO JIE *AHMA*, XIN LING, CHENISE, SAMANTHA, LEANN, SIN HUI, PRATIPA, JING JING, LIU QIONG, YUAN MEI and JULIA. Yay!! Our instructor, STEVEN.
We introduced ourselves. a bit da..boring but pulled through totally felt hungry. he brought us to some place to collect food. Heh. food i/c. chenise too.
hee everybody was too. like duh nice being one what. heh =) he showed us our store.. between Raleigh and nila utama. after dat time flies we played this game that me dianah and nadiah used to play between lessins and recess. haha how cool.
we jumped lorhs..like flying lidat. so cool.
pitched tents..at SUNRISE VALLEY felt so good. first time pitching tents wadd..den we did belaying but wahh shit.
Super. Heavy.
and i just happen to stumble a lot lorhs.
cook rice but half cooked. Everyone's hungry so ate with peanuts and baked beans. how nice.
scrubbed pots. with dianah and soefie..until my skin tore.
Gosh I miss scrubbing pots le.
I miss OBS. I miss ++++mama lemon+++.

tuesday: 18.05.2004
woke up.
boiled water did milo. wow. very refreshing lorhs like i drink milo every morning..
den we met up with BATTUTA. Louis was their instructor. haha.
Played this "beauty and the beast" which acted like an icebreaker. Told us about this coffee bean, egg and something i forgot.
very suitable for such a course.
anyways i told steven that i like his hair.
ahahahahhaha.
went kayaking. paired up with dianah but were separated.
cause of some people that I need NOT mention yahh.
My hand got extremely tired kayaking with her laa.
Shit. went into mangrove made that little fish as steven’s mascot un-officialy. haha.
that fish got lipstick lorhs.
sooo weird.
Female fish la.
after kayaking we did the double dangle duo. soooo funn! got all the way to the top.
|teamwork is important. you can't leave the other's behind.|
and also jealous of yinxi’s grp. they were like flying fox-ing then. how unfair.
cook instant noodles with anchovies.
ate den had to meet steven dey all at 8.30.
KNIGHT OF LIGHT. EARL OF ENCOURAGEMENT. DUKE OF DETERMINATION. WARRIOR OF WISDOM.
Gosh. We packed up later.pack pack.
I miss OBS. I miss ++++mama lemon+++.

wednesday: 19.05.2004
we kayaked the whole day. wad shit.
our shitified kayak keep on turning to the right lorhs. wtf. and instead of floating back to shore we were floating out to sea. Vulgarities was proved to be "useful" at times like those.man.
quarry rawks man.
but i lost my rubber band there. lalala.
pitch tent.
help those PEOPLE pitch tent until like crazy lost half of my temper. Totally useless. not that i dun want to help but they cannot help themselves wan lorhs.
den slept str8 away.
cant be bothered. cant move. itched like hell.
OTHER PEOPLE COMPLAIN THAT THEY WERE ITCHING. HALLO??!!!???!
*I was helping you there can or nots.i was itchy also lorhs. dun complain!!!!*
anwyays we choked on AUTAN.
dianah!!! Nehneh pok.
killed millions of sandflies.
ohmans..can they just stopp feeding on us??????
Kavina and jing jing got sick.
I miss OBS. I miss ++++mama lemon+++.

Thursday: 20.05.2004
We unpitch tents. Soo hot. Fed people oranges. How nice! I LOVE oranges. Ok fine. Den had briefing. our leaders were bernice, sin hui, geraldine and cherlynn i think.
den clean the blardie place.
Oh wells.
I just happen to be the one picking up pads..really lorhs.
tried to pick up with the stick that uncle duke gave me but unsuccessful due to the glue at the back there.
disposable panties were there too. and..
A LUMP OF SHIT.
Kanasai..
dunno which nehneh shit down there and dunno to cleanup or bury or sth.
Nehneh.
trekked. bag foooookingly heavy. lightened the weight gave out rations esp oranges. haizzzz..
found the quote near a tombstone a Chinese tombstone.
Not scared wadd..
We build a raft to save steven’s soul. But cannot.
Felt utterly sad fer shackleton.
Theirs looked good but failed.
I almost teared but held it back in case it seemed too obvious........................:sobs:
ahma, chenise, sin hui and sam was washing the ponchos. haha.
they had such a fun time. haven't bathe so got wet.
almost wanted to pee there.
man i was jealous of them.
at least they dun have to face wad shitifying people.
bloodsuckers had trouble with everything and asked sensible qns wadd..
[oi. everybody got something to do lorhs]
people pitched tent for 50 minutes lorhs.
haiz. what a waste of time.
talked thru for until 12+ wkth steven.
so nice. he's really nice.
den i saw stars.
damn chio!!!
I miss OBS. I miss ++++mama lemon+++.

friday: 21.05.2004
we were leaving.
woke up cleaned ourselves and packed again. yeh.
den we made fer him orang juice he got thirsty but we never give him.
so kesian eh.
hahaha.
den we wrote a letter to him. yups.
told him not to shave his hair.
like girl's which reminded me of liyana.
our comfort zone had expanded.
thanx yarh.
realised that we were really leaving.
talk talk summore. haiz.
was very sad while talking told myslef that i was gonna blogg when i reached home.
he told me that i should have told him so that he could give me paper and pen to write.
haiz.
he's sho nice lorhs.
at the hall, half of me wanted to see steven and say bye bye
but the other half was very reluctant.
ok.
somethings happened and i cried.
this man told me not to cry le.
i was like uhh k.
he never say bye.
why lorhs.
never even take the same boat as us.
I miss OBS. I miss ++++mama lemon+++.

*good judgement comes from experience
-usually experience comes from poor judgement.*


Friday, May 14, 2004
20:39

.angels brought me here.

*look up in the sky tonight, and we'll be able to see the same bright star*

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Brought me here to be with you
I'll be forever grateful
(Oh forever grateful)

My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
(x 2)



20:10

|TODAY MARKS THE END OF MID YEARS 2004|

rushed like anythingg to complete paper but waddahelL. didn't manage.
"PENS DOWN" damn. 6th UN-complete paper.
anne took a cab baq to school lorhs.
gosh. relax kayy jo.
waited fer $$$ but she forgot. so left.
reached bus stop den huh...
=ineversaybye2her= wanted to go baq to say bye.
but end up i say bye fer her. [bloc-ked]

went to far east upstairs. eat.
wooooow.
|honey-dew-sauce-chicken-noodles| is soooo ORANGE
we WALKED to cine.
wanted to watch *50 First Dates* but it had begun 15 minutes ago.

so went up to bowling alley.
waited and we played this "Spot the Difference" game.
our ++DEAREST++ yinxi chose this woman.
all the pictures were like.....|obscene-ated|
we press the screen..hahha...touch touch her body.
but there WERE some civilised ones.
YX's EXCUSE: i thought they asked fer our sex!!
heh.

went down..that woman sed 1/2 hr wait but it was like 1 hr??
got this [soooper nice purple cd cover]
haha.
sat outside dere.
from above i saw *.a.lot.of.people.*
dey came up.
#flipflopflipflop#
played.
woohoo..i can play!!!
first time play there one lorhs.
the last time i play was like wad...7 months???
not bad..86 82
yepp.
maznah was like soo gud.
heh.

felt down.
still feeling down.
|im.praying.hard|

________I.SHOULDN'T.BE.DOING.THIS_________


Thursday, May 13, 2004
14:38

yohoho
exam is officially not over yet
tmr last paper. and im gonna slack today and tmr
eh shall we go ice-skating?
********hee********
or wanna watch TROY?
it doesn't matter to me
eh yinxi.
you're so not lame wad
:trying to roll my eyes but cannot:
*sobs*
anyway.s. thanx yahh.
you're just SO nice.
mean it.
yepp.
i WANT that *ME TO YOU* bear.
bought purple thingy.
nice.
anyway.s. the woman is crappified ah
saw =oh-so-weird= person just now.
***h***
|somebody get me that PIGGY bank|

+**ipromiseiwilltellyousomeday**+
___________[thRee*s*oNe]____________


Wednesday, May 12, 2004
15:18

ehheyhey!
+how.y'all.doing.y'all+
wow.
papers sucked today.
tmr is BIO
woohoo.
:BIO RAWKS:
whee.
went macs.
xj tried to pay by ezlink but it was a bit cock.
so can't pay.
xj had 2 TOTALLY COOKED fries
it was still like cold and UN-colourised.
not disgusted at all lorhs.
ate free ice cream. heh.
home got certain kinda stench.

ooh! BTW...i've got a new COUSIN!!!
yay.
*floating in the air like an angel*
it's a girl. super cute..
name: nuri?
undecided.
d.o.b.:11.05.04
time: 0059hrs.
yepp.
harlo nuri!!!
adi: take care kayys..you now have a sister..
oh next time..i give you sth..you eat k..dun push it baq out..
bahh!!!

/peace___________i love [thRee*s*oNe]____________


Monday, May 10, 2004
17:29

hiE!
uhs. kayps.
haha.
[chem]
it sucked
i didn't manage to complete the paper.
no flexicurve.
stooooooooopid graph...
DAMN SQUIGGLY LIKE SHIT
[social studies]
faRk it.
as PER NORMAL never complete.
can't be bothered.
and i wrote lame statement in my answer.

ok..tmr..amath and lit.
but i'm here blogging.
de-stress.
heh. actually looking for that lit notes.
but feeling cheated now. press and press cannot go in.
yeps.
anyways. today my brother damn nice.
help me fix that thing. now it's as nice as EVER.
yeps.
thankyou
*/your sister plant one big wet kiss on...the CUPBOARD DOOR.\*
hey..be grateful k..that i even gave you 45 cents.
now..you must ask me something so that you can PAY me.
i want money!
ok..must go le.
study again!!
take care [thRee*s*oNe]..


Sunday, May 09, 2004
18:37

yes!!!
at last man..
took me 1 1/2 hour to do this up.
that stupid thing keep DISAPPEARING...now its ok.
anyways..its pink!!
yay.
BIG TIME SLACKER
supposed to be studying. but im here doing this thing.
i'm cool.
i've bin mugging like shit here.
whole day did ss and i can't remember anything.
i tried doing a maths..but..its hopeless.
yeps. yay.
anyway. i promise i won'T abandon this blogg kay? i shall delete the rest that i've got.
so..wishing you all good luck fer your upcoming exams. yay.
especially bio for [thRee*s*oNe] people. except DAWN.
you muz gimme your luck kay.
i'm an egg in bio. smellY egg.
kee.
[thRee*s*oNe] rawkX.


18:17

uhh. harlo. hi~!
okay. lets try this out.