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Friday, March 30, 2007
22:22

heyhey!

this week we celebrated nette's, meixia's, and pin's birthday! woowoo!
photos are being uploaded. but it's taking damn long. mmm.

-someday you will find me caught beneath the landslide!

anyway. dance and public toilets dont mix, right!
that bitch who stole my fish made me think twice about public toilets!
HARHAR.
stop bitching about toilets already!

GOOD FRIDAY ON THE 6TH OF APRIL, FRIDAY! YAY!
DANCE AT O SCHOOL ON THE 7TH OF APRIL, SATURDAY! YAY!
HOUSEWARMING ON THE 8TH OF APRIL, SUNDAY! YAY!

what a wonderful upcoming weekend!
okay! till then!

black holes and revelations!


Friday, March 23, 2007
21:44

WEEK ONE TERM TWO IS OVER.

everything went fine i suppose.
my results are shit.

i promised my mum i'll do much better for mids. so means i gotta start studying last years work already. slowly slowly, we'll do it.

amazingly, my parents reaction to my beyond disgusting results are AMAZZZZZZZZINGLY CALM! cool. i was expecting to be scolded like shit. but no i guess they are understanding and i am now taking importance of my studies. shit. i cant freaking afford to study overseas. it's gonna be a burden and i dont want to burden myself in the future either to pay back this and that. whatever.

mmm.

and i need to manage my time bad. with syf coming up, a lot of precious time is taken up by dance and im gonna have to spare time for people and studies. and i really need caramel days.
dark chocolate is good but caramel better! yum. -winks.

i hope every(ONE!) is feeling fine now. its okay, we shall all work hard together and give good results in the future. we have to. so lets support each other and set up ground rules to avoid time wastage. (: strange, boy?

anyway. im gonna upload pictures soon lahh. alright.

now. time to see what ive to do this weekend. SHIT A LOT OF STUDYING.

LOVEEEEEE.


Thursday, March 22, 2007
22:53

im gonna be an asshole and say:

HAPPY 18TH TO ME! :DD

yay. im finally 18.

FIRSTLY, i would like to thank all those who sent me wishes! im legal now. thank you thank you.

1) thanks for the PUMA BAG man. thank YOU! :D
2) thanks for the digicam mum. thank YOU! :D
3) thanks for the little pink bag with bronze letterings, bro. thank YOU! :D
4) thanks for the free buffet dinner for 4 darling family. thank ALL of YOU! :D
5) thanks for the morning surprise, the bitch, the flower, the balloons and the birthday vanguard, girls (nette, mx, aly, meiyi, ling and germaine)! thank ALL of YOU! :D
6) thanks for the famous amos tin and cookies, guys (jeff, alex and yx) thank ALL of YOU! :D
7) thanks for the retarded birthday wish video, mummy! i love you!
8) thanks for the paper crane you made, yx! thank YOU! :D
9) thanks for all the wishes everyone! i shall try to put this in order.
-azam, mingsheng, khalaf, issara, sherhern, germaine, aly, hisham, ling, BESTIE!, mx, nette,, faizal, everyone in class, papa, mummy, denise, hancai, yonglin, amalina, cik awo, COCONUT!, suba, alkhaff. if ive left anyone out, sorry! :D

went to watch mr beans holiday with the girls. (: hahahhah. STRESS RELIEVER REALLY.

okay! WONT SAY ANYTHIGN ELSE RIGHT NOW. (:

<333

IM LEGAL. (:


Monday, March 19, 2007
16:45

in one week of holiday i havent even blogged. HAHA.

it wasnt even a holiday. i had schl everyday.
i went to muhammadiyah welfare home on thursday and interacted with the less fortunate kids. they live in a home and its quite sad but! -starts to sweat- they have such hot bods. like six packs and all. and they're young. my god. aint no paedophile but you should see!

dance all other days then. and went vivocity with dianah for ice creammmm. yay.
and went home.

almost everyday was caramel day. i had at least a bit of caramel everyday. im becoming SPOILT. shit. will i become fat? no i wont. because i believe that caramel wont make me fat. it'll make me happier as a matter of fact and it's NICE! :D YAY. caramels nice. really. you should try to find your own caramel. (:

oh-your-oreo-cheesecake!

mmm first day of schl was alright i guess.
okay then. get down to business. see ya!


Monday, March 05, 2007
23:10

HELLO HAKIMAH HOPED YOU HAD FUN COS I KNOW I DID


21:54

TADA!

it was such a fine day today. and after all the angst, the stress and the minimal complete happy days i went through,
THIS WAS BY FAR THE BEST DAY OF THE YEAR.
[though its only three months into it] :D

hey you loved ones, scream for joy for me. (((:
and im screaming joyously with you, love! (:

schl ended. and we unknowingly went. it was supposed to be a normal day, but it turned out as a surprise! tralala. i can never be more happy about this. had macs for lunch.
CHICKEN MCNUGGETS! lol.
here, there, everywhere. saw lots of things! never really intended to settle into cozy little red seats.
G-11//G-12.
so while waiting for 1610, sat up in the burning sun.
do you see a lemon tree?
WE TURNED BACK TO SEE A BEEEEEEEG WADDLING HIPPO. HAHA.
omg. you're such a bitch. and im the sidekick who laughs hard at it. shit. i think we should apologise.
boy boy. nice. the young guy was flippingly handsome. so was the girl. zexxxy. right right? :D toileting. and saw some girls. and josef tan. finally, we left for home.

thank you for these tickets.
it's the littlest things that counts.
all these are the finest things in my memories yet. i can only share with those who can feel them. right here.


Sunday, March 04, 2007
22:32

"i've been mugging real hard lately.. only to realise that i don't take physics."

and i think t29 damn noisy during lectures. esp those 2 clowns.


21:46

it took me 18 years.
it took me all of 18 years to find real disguise.
it took me 18 years.
im disgusted.

ive never been disgusted by anyone's attitude, really. count yourself lucky.
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i'd like these few people im thinking of now be forever by my side. thank you God for their presence in my life. may You bless them with happiness and joy. may they feel secure and ease the difficulties they face. let them find peace always and guide them through. this i ask of you, the most compassionate, the most merciful. Amin.

and you know you're the first. <3


Friday, March 02, 2007
20:57

WOOWOO!

im going ballistic! mmmmmmmmm. basically last week it took me on friday to realise i had ct on monday. blimey! i havent even touched anything. now that everything's overrrrrrr. i tell you. im gonna get a perfect f for bio. it's gonna be pretty baby!

mmmm. common test over now man. i put in my all for chem which was my last hope of a possible pass. peanuts and ikan bilis!

all i wanna do now is get dianah's butt up here to my place! OEI YOU! SIALAAAAAAAAA. you dare treat me like this man. HAHAHA. you suck big time mannnnnnnnnnn. the next time i see im gonna whoop your ass. and dump YOUR CAKE ON YOU. be warned man.

OHHHHHHHHHH YAAAAAA. tmr! instead of going out, come by my place laaaaaaaaaaa. (: hehehehehe. i'd love for you to come. :D

i like my home. it's a place i can study. i know of some homes where if i stay there, i cant study. it's like a...........RESORTTTTTT, SUPERMAN! kekex.

she said she wanted a hot boyfriend. then she changed her mind. she wanted hot men to surround her. not just one because men are such unbelievable creatures. to gomaluzoooki island in the middle of south china sea. there'll be 1000 hot men living on that island. the number of female citizens is only 20. citizenship is exclusive. she's the pm and the other's the president.

ALL THESE WAS CRAPPED UP DURING REVISION. so much for revision! no wonder we're gonna screw it.