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Monday, February 19, 2007
01:49

WHERE'S AXION!?

and so the chinese new year break was half used to shift.
lets see.

friday was cny celebrations. it was dance day. from 8 all the way till 3 i did nothing but to dance. cool ballz. okay lahh. i ate and drank and slacked. mmm.
yknow. j2s are so much more fun than j1s. as in as audiences. the j1s are damn bloody dead. i dont know what they were doing there. and there's this j1. zomg. she's so..bitch/slut seriously! i have no flippin' idea whats got into her.

so we moved out that night. the first thing i missed was my old bed and pillows and the window. the cars on lornie road and the scenery is truly amazing. we get none of it here. ): now, no cars to put stare at to put me to sleep (when i had insomniaaaaaaa) and no more macritchie! ):

that afternoon, sadly was the last time i was gonna walk that bridge and along thomson road to home. SHIT. the place there is damn nice crap. ive come up with an aspiration to buy an apartment there if the next house we move into isnt exactly as hottt as thomson 800.

stop reminiscing and live today lah you nut.

OHYAAAAAA. yknow yknow! on saturday night, we were coming back here, then we saw a whole stretch of cars parked along all the roads around the nurseries at 11.50PM! zomg. it was like geylang or cars going for free car wash lahhh! i was tired mcnuggets already but suddenly became awake. HAHA.

anyway. this place here, my room is quite unventilated. the window is as good as placing an ornament on the wall. the air comes in but doesnt actually circulate the air. rain doesnt even come in either! and the stairs. bloody hell. lets hope my calves would be so much leaner by the time we move outtt.

BY THE WAY! i wanna watch phantom of the opera! i dont know why. but i just got a sudden urge to. and ive yet to go bugis st.! dammit. no time alr! nvm.

and my room! it's pretty pretty.

ikea shopping tmr babe. i havent touched my homework since tuesday. graveyard-bound.
and holy! it's 2 days and 3 nights already. IM FEELING IT BURNING. siala when you coming back sia.

see you soon boy.


Wednesday, February 14, 2007
21:18

HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYONE! :D

today was SUPPOSED to be a nice lovely day!
i played frisbee and i jumped personal best 200cm for standing broad jump! :D
it was until afternoon came.
i cant help but think im always screwing up the whole shit. ):
zomg.
and we had syf auditions. right after we went through what seemed like hell.
seriously! couldnt he be a bit more understanding that majority of us are tired?!
im in.

pros and cons of the syf.
pros: it's experience there. and you get nice testimonial writeup. you have something to work hard for which will make us work.
cons: it's gonna be damn tiring. studies to cope. holy crap. no time for other things. means i'll have less time for everything else. SHIT BALLZ. that's probably my main concern.
and trainings are gonna be damn stressful.

and the rest would have to put up with me and my slowness and my undefinedness. SHIT. i beg your pardon and understanding beforehand. <3

HAPPY VDAY ALL.

oh thank you all who gave me sth and those who wished me ok! :D


Monday, February 12, 2007
19:21

current mood: jealous like crap i dont have hot bod.

KTHXBAI.
that was random.

anyway i like it when people kiss. they look ZEXXY!
vibrates in happiness!
note: not like those sloppy one by the roadsides and on buses okay!
and those erotic photos on allposters.com are of substance.
photographers like that ought to die and give me their talent. -pouts.

IT'S WHITE!


Sunday, February 11, 2007
22:11

i officially hate stairs.

and anna nicole smith. omg. i think she has poooooooor taste. she married some billionarie who died like 6 months into her marriage. damn stupid. and he's not even handsome! and the prince! the lawyer! they arent good looking baby! only the photographer. at least her standards was up. but rly! she prince wasnt even a real prince! DAMMIT.

her life's so complicated.

and why the hell am i caring.


Friday, February 09, 2007
20:13

WEEK 6 IS AN EFFED WEEK.
just shut up and die

everything's screwed.
DAMMIT.

there was so many things to do this week lahh please. and im lagging behind like crap in school. and its hard to catch up. and it doesnt help that there are so many other external stuff to do.

jgsrvot6g5tvypjybust689u5t5yu12tfGS@*guvm

ZOMGGGGGGGG. i want to say so much. but just thinking of it makes me wanna puke and die.

eff off.

K BYE.


Wednesday, February 07, 2007
18:41

DUMB.

well. my mum told me to walk and so i did. HAHA. i tell you, my mum has gone ballistic for the past two days. TSK.

saturday! what did i do ah? OH! i went jj love fiesta. :D met bestie and a couple of others. (: thank you bestie. (: and and! AHEMMMMMMMMMM! (((((: you know what dont you bestie? okay. dont say it already.
oh you know in jj there's this one really good looking guy. apparently his name is gino. and he dances quite well. he aint singaporean either and bestie was saying: you always tend to notice all these non singaporean and not malays or what. HAHA. and she knows, perfectly, well enough, why! HEHEHEHE.

sunday! set off bright and early to bukit panjang lrt station. and we started the whole project karang guni all over again. it turned out fine la. at around 5 plus we were all in the play mode and started laughing at everything and anything. seriously. half the time i was partnering meiyi. (: and aly is a joker i swear. HAHAH. we stayed on till 9 at night by then, everyone was damn tired and pissed and sleepy and dirty. we were walking then we were "shaken" by some stupid idiotic lorry.
please watch the video on youtube. link: insane lorry driver.
the resolution isnt very clear though. mmm.

monday! i had dance. hehehahaha.

tuesday! i went town to meet my mum and we bought some jug and then we were walking back to far east and we bumped into von and his mum! haha. mmmm.

wednesday! had stupid x ctry. (:

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
tmr is thursday! it's a fact not an opinion. (:

BYEEEEEEEE.


Friday, February 02, 2007
22:58

YES. JOCELYNS A BITCH. well she said it herself.

MMMMM.

anyway, the week's been alright. monday was fine. tuesday was no kick. wednesday was kicking me to hell. thursday was annoying. friday (tdy) was maddening.

k on wednesday, had dance. syf rehearsal. AND ZOMG. we did the "attitude". is that how it's spelt? anyway ya. i did it until my back is now in PAIN. dammit. i couldnt even sleep properly last night and the night before cos the pain was strangling me. then my stomach was burning like forest fires cos i ate the sambal my mum made that night. it hurts damn bad lahhh. for a moment i thought it was probably the kind of feeling pregnant women gets. OHHOLLLY.

thursday was quite annoying. but i wont say much.

friday! tdy. OMGGGGGGGG. she's such a bitch la. im serious! dont know how many times already know! it was like waiting for the grass to turn pink.

anyway im such a bitch too. omg. i should change! ): and stop being one. be nice.

and the story for bitch and toes is damn funny. in my opinion la. but i dont know who to support. so i've become the middleman who's making things worse. HAHAH. im like dictating their story or some sort HAHAH. shit. IM A PLAYMAKER. Ok.

THANKS BYE. im going for love fiesta tmr at jjc.

MMMM.

childhood companion! :D LOVE!