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Friday, September 29, 2006
22:21

WHOOOOOO. im currently watching 13 going on 30! STUPID LUCY. OMGZ.

anyway. tdy i cleaned my room. okay. rather cleared all those papers and books i have.and i found all those rubbish since 2003! OMG. and that is only the cupboard below the shelf. THE SHELF is untouched!

SIGH. i found lots of nonsense things we wrote. and i found all my test papers which i once thought i threw away. ):
i saw so much stuff and i greatly miss it. ): i miss writing letters to many different people. i miss passing notes to those nehnehs behind me. i miss writing all those nonsense shit that we wrote. HAHA.
and i took pictures of them! i tried to count the number of letters i wrote, ut guess what. it was kinda IMPOSSIBLE! i bet there's over 200+
crrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap. I MISS CRESCENT.
-k i shall post up the pictures i took! (:

dumbshit. so the show's over! interesting! (:


OHYEAH. highlight. I FOUND THE BIRTHDAY WISH BERNICE GAVE ME IN 2004. OMG. hahaha
IT'S STILL CRISP AS THOUGH IT WAS WRITTEN ONLY YTD! gosh.

sighhhhhh. anyway. im gonna meet up my girlfriend soon! (: i cant wait. yippee. hahah (:

fasting month had gone in to 6 days. (: im losing weight alr. its a gooooooood sign. -thumbs up!

okay. time to upload pictures!

----lifes boring without studying. ):


Wednesday, September 27, 2006
14:17

YAY.

exams are officially. over. okay. no.

theres pw and econs. wt$)^EDIR%73bchrugi.
anyway. the extension was damn cold tdy i couldnt stop sneezing. and im worried now. maths seem to be able to pass A BIT. yuck.

okay. done.

im so bored now. seriously. theres nothing to study when i have so much time. and when i need to study, i dont study. wth.

argh. nuru whats wrong with you!? MUAHAHAHHAAH.

ohgod. im BORED LA dammit.
k i think i shall study sooooooonnnnnnnn.
STUDY WHAT?! okay. go and revise chem or bio. or do econs. BUT WTH.


NURUL. YOU ARE NUTS LA. OEI. brother, come back quickkkkkk.
i want to play need for speed or whatever car games you have. COME BACK LA. FIRST TIME I WANT YOU HOME OKAY!

crazy. btw. mr ho is so dao! i said hello and he didnt even bother to say hi back. IRRITATING. when i smile at him its as if some psycho smiling at him. HE'S THE WEIRD ONE LAAAAAAAA.

okaybye. OH I NKOW WHAT I CAN DO! PLAN MY NEW ROOM CONCEPT!

p/s. DIANAH. HAHA. I WANTED TO ASK YOU TO HELP ME DECORATE MY NEW ROOM! wahahhahaha. (:


Wednesday, September 20, 2006
15:09

im here.

i just had bio paper. i thought i didnt want to come and post. cos i know i'll spend the rest of the post cursing bio and melvin ho. so i shall only dedicate ONE SHORT PARAGRAPH on @^(#*(%% bio. and the rest on sth else, i guess.

OMG WTFBBQ. bio was one hell killer! OMG. it should really be slaughtered.killed.skinned.crucified.torn.shredded.stabbed.slapped.kicked.spit at. OH MY HOLY CANINIESS. i wasted 9863164826 years studying for it. OHGOD. im sure gonna fail it. kns. WHY OH WHY. TELL ME WHY TELL ME WHY! *breaks out in the GREASE song* why is it when i study $*^# hard for bio, and it will come out so bad! OMFG. k. forget. AND SERIOUSLY. its super gay. OHYUCK. i should have studied harder in sec 2 and get into triple science and do physics now. k. NO REGRETTING. looks like my ipod nano has flown away. ):

HAHA. i told my mum over the phone earlier on the the paper was disgusting.and she accepted it. at home..
mummy: so what are your chances of going up next year?
me: errrrrrrrhhhhh......ya.
mummy: you could handle so many subjects for o level. now only 4.is it really that difficult??
me: errrrrrrrrrrh.. ya.
mummy: it because you lost concentration or you dont understand?
me: but mummy, transformation is facilitated by cell surface proteins! *psst. ripped off from one of the messages i received.*

k that was a snippet that was had. she told me. if you're so bad at bio. but concentrate on maths which you like and best at. okay! then she said if i seriously had problems with bio. it doesnt matter. there are other job prospects for me to look at. okay. i want something promising. but i still want to be a children's doctor. sighhhhh.

then ytd von mentioned sth about more to life and that he wants to travel the world. GOSH I HAD that AMBITION 2 YEARS AGO. ahhah. and i set a goal to travel the world in 5 years time of less. sighhhhhh. i really want to travel. esp to moscow. ): and wherever else. i want to go skydiving or bungee jumping. but one thing i would die for is to FLY. fly a plane or whatever. JUST FLY.

SIGH. BIG SIGH.

and of course. i hope and pray i'll be a better muslim. ): i feel damn guilty now that i forgot the number of days i didnt repay my fast. ): ohgoshohgosh. if only i'd die now. EH NO! i still want to do something for the community.

YES. I WANT TO FULFILL. AND BEFORE THAT. I WANT TO MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD OF ME! (:

amin.


Wednesday, September 13, 2006
19:19

OKAY!

last night. i dreamt something really uhm. good? i dunnno maybe bad?
but anyhow it was VERY COMFORTING. seriously. some maturity was displayed in the dream and if it really happens, im gonna be over the moon. (:

studying progress is not bad! NOW IM PROBABLY AT 45%?
isnt that good? from almost ZERO PERCENT to 45%! thats because i realised i studied some already.

but obviously, im still struggling. HAHA. (: which idiot isnt?!?
okay. except for those smart shits who does revision everyday. how i pity them.
pity pity.

i THINK i shall night study tmr. ARGHHHHHHH. but if go night study,i wont have food. then i pray my mum cooks something that is not so appetizing like spinach soup and fish cutlets in spicy gravy. then it wouldnt be such a miss.
I SHALL SEE HOW. otherwise i'll stick to 2-6pm study periods in the library. (: i feel so hardworking.

i cant wait for promos to end! then i wanna play my hearrt out. i wanna do some serious shopping to stock up clothes. i wanna do some painting. I want to think of design for my NEW room end of this year. i wanna clear out all those sec 1 sec 2 rubbish i still have at home. i want to organise j1 work. since im like really MESSEH. and finally! i want to play basketball! AND SLACKKKKKKK...................... wait wait wait.

NURUL! GET A LIFE. YOUR STUDIES ARE LIKE SHIT AND YOUARE THINKING OF PARTY-ING.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU MANz.


Sunday, September 10, 2006
00:13

WHEE. one week of holiday almost gone! and what have i done?
chem equilibria, mitosis, reaction kinetic. maths. HHAHA what else. HMM who cares la.

CHEESE ARAE DAMN EXPENSIVE. ive been eating cheese a lot lately. and if im eating at the rate i am now, im gonna go bankrupt on cheese by the end of the week. k not tht bad. make it month.

ARGH!

and i have come to a conclusion.
I WOULD NOT WANT TO LIVE WITH MY BROTHER IN THE SAME HOUSE IN TH FUTURE.
ohmygod. i felt like killing.torture.skin.slaughter.strangle.him for the past holiday.
what could be worse than some irritating brother who is as useless as a ...as ... WOOD.URGH
there's so much to complain

NAYWAY
IM ALWAYS THE FILIAL DAUGHTER REALLY. hahahaahahha
KK. GTG.SEE YOU!


Monday, September 04, 2006
01:09

weekends and holidays!THEY'RE HERE. ewww.

ive been home late for the past three days. that's a first. im quite a filial daughter. (:

anyway, ytd, we had the gala dinner at meritus mandarin.
the theme was solid gold. ohman. SERIOUSLY, it was damn fcuking grand. all those chandeliers. not only one but i think there was like 6? or more! [to view the chandelier, visit webshots under crescentians on the moove.] the guest of honour was HO CHING. oh shoot it. SHE'S LIKE ONE SMART ASS, really. *pardon me ms ho ching if i sound crude and you happen to pass by.*
she was like the top student for what..english lit, english, a math, history and a few more. she was house captain of pankhurst, president of something, FIRST DRUM MAJORETTE of the band. WOW. i salute her for just being her. and she's now the CEO OF TEMASEK HOLDINGS! gosh.

CRESCENTIANS ROCK.
period.

we played. and i played alongside conductor of nanyang girls high. WOW. she's damn good as well. and i sit next to her playing like a spastic fish. what the rubbish. and she was crescentian!

there was definitely a heck lot of gorgeous girls. like most of them are around the thirties? hahah. AND THERE WERE THE CURRENT BATCH STUDENTS. like.okay. we get yur point. you're all here to dress up! whatever.

the food. although i had no money to pay for the dinner, there was sharks fin! like. okay. i know you're mercilessly killing and slaughtering poor sharks fr their fins only. but sure, its delicious! k. but i havent eaten sharks fin since like what, 5 years ago? whee. im against merciless killing. or killing in its nature itself.

then we sat outside for a drink. the queue at nydc was just too long. so drank elsewhere. haha. (:

FUN SHITS. REALLY.

okay. MY COUSINS TOLD ME IM FATTER NOW.
like wtfbbq.
K.
I KNOW IM FAT now.
SAD SHIT. i ned to eXercise. REALLY.

k. seriously i need to start studying and execute full throttle. OTHERWISE ID JUST DIe.

OKAY. information for maknenekss. PICTURES ARE UP! ALL THOSE 825369 YEARS AGO PICTURES. (: GO FIND YOUr PRETTY FACE, GO.
pssst. pay me €2 for every picture of yourself yousee. 'LL BE RICH! aint that a good way of making money!

-LOVESSSSS.


Friday, September 01, 2006
12:53

OKAY! pictures are uploaded.

on MY WEBSHOTS! (:

to find:
navigate, click "her life" on the left of the screen.
scroll down.
click "my webshots"
and TADA! (:

OKAY. SEEEEEE YOU!