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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
21:57

AHH CHOOO!

HOLY. i cant wait for thursday, honeys.

YTD YTD! was musical evening. GUESS WHAT.
OOOOOOOMG [bitch style] i was ON THE DOT AT 5.30pm! cool seh.
then slcked at the artists' lounge. the place was like big and fun!
dry run. the hall was so empty. i couldnt even hear my section. it was like i was playing alone i didnt even think the last seat at the top or the back could even hear the loudest note i played la. SHIT. but never mind.
HAHAHA. dinner was funny i never laughed so much during dinner till today! and i spoke more malay in a couple of hours than i did in the course of this year i think!
we were like SEH-ING and SEH-ING. and the macs incident was funny too man. shit.
so we played! er. shit. it sounded horrible. WTF. but nvm. :D

WE HAD FUN, BABY! THANKS! :D

i watched happy feet with my mum and bro tdy. hahha. fun too. im serious people in the cinema cant shut up. and i came down with fever in the afternoon.

OKOK! so where shall we go, dears! ehhhhhhh. i wanna go arcade, crap. lets watch a movie. lets go eat cheesecake or ice cream. lets walk walk and rate people.[ if you havent already know, its what di and i have been doing] lets go and collect balloons from macdonalds. HAHA. aiya. QUICK start what time! pleasepleaseplease. SEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUU. :D love.


Saturday, November 25, 2006
21:44

OPIUM WAR AND RUBBISH-ATOR.

k.i dont know why i typed that. in any case, opium war just popped into my mind. like. FLASH FLASH! -I SEE OPIUM WAR. k. shut up. and i created myself a nickname. RUBBISH-ATOR. eh wait. RUBBISH-ATOR is like TERMINATOR. so in a way, terminator is supposed to be like TERMINATING something. so so.... rubbish-ator = RUBBISHING something!? EH!?
oh ya ya. CORRECT. omg. ALL THIS TALK OF LOGIC AND ENGLISH IS MAKING ME HUNGRY. k. i shall go get cheese. 10 SECONDS!

10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 0!

k im back. with cheese slice in my hands and milk. k the milk is strawberry. and it's nice. hahah. i jsut saw it and had the urge to drink it. k whatever.
so tdy was last practice for musical evening! WHOO my lips burnt. pain shit hah.
AND I GOT MY PASS TO STAGE DOOR! that's cool. now i dont have to come at 5.30PM on the dot. and i'll make sure it's afternoon when i leave the house not morning!
anyhow, i know i'll be late la. im like either late or early. hardly on the dot. ahahhah. who does anyway. mmmmmmmmm.

OHYES. ATTENTION!
TICKETS WILL BE SOLD AT THE DOOR ON MONDAY.
so no worries if you want to go and havent bought it yet. BUT SURPRISE SURPRISE! it's quite expensive at $20! HAHAH. so if you want to keep the $20 to have a nice meal outside, then dont come la. hahah.

OKAY! tlaking to fazliah and dianah online makes me laugh. SHIT. hahahahahhahaha.
i wanna laugh for no reason again! that's called laugh-o-therapy! HAHA. k BYE!

rubbish-ator on the loose. BYE.


Thursday, November 23, 2006
23:37

take it, take it. STEP ON IT. GROOVE MOOVE WHATEVER.

im such a loadful of crap. i think. i think, things that come out of my mouth or brain are practically rubbish. OKAY. half the time maybe not ALL the time. wtf.

HMMMMM. have been going for band practises at crescent! WOO. okay twice only but YAY.

come let me share with you a story of pure idiocy and stupidity.

on a fine rainy afternoon on monday, there's a girl who wanted to know when the practice was. so she called her friend. so she found out it was 7-10 the next day.
the next day, she woke up with a startle. OMG! it's 6.45 am! QUICK. dammit late! SHIT SHIT SHIT! she had a bath and her mum fetch her to schl. it was already 7.30 AM when she reached. she ran from the foyer all the way to the band room. BUT WAIT! something's amiss!
how come there's no shoes. how come there's nobody! how come there's no sound?!
she ran further and saw priscilla!
STUPID GIRL: HI PRISCILLA! i thought there's band? how come nobody!?
PRIS: hi! yes there's band tdy at 8! ER......
STUPID GIRL: ERRR.. no there's alumni at 7! SHIT! did i get the time correct! dammit.call twt!
so she called her friend who plays the trumpet.
STUPID GIRL: ehh!!!!! where are you!
TWT: wahh you call me so early! for what. im at home!
STUPID GIRL: huhhhh! BUT THERE'S BAND!
TWT: ya there's band! 7 what!
STUPID GIRL: ya! it's already 7.45 ehhhhhh!
TWT: it's 7 PM not 7 in the morning!
STUPID GIRL: what?! EH!!!!! YOU SAID 7! SHIT. im here already la!
TWT: HAHA! it's at night la! not morning!
STUPID GIRL: but you didnt say it's at night! BUT OH YA! it's alumni! people are working! wtf! IM SO STUPID LA SHIT! k, bye. sorry to disturb you.

and there, priscilla was laughing her ass off as though she just saw a pink cow. WTF. i swear that girl is one kookoo.
so she woke up freaking early in the morning for nthg. THANKS MAN.
but she got the next practice schedule right and came on time which was 7 PM today! thank goodness for that.

so im gonna perform at the esplanade. WOOWOO. :D all black, baby. but it's quite dull. no colour. so im gonna add colour by wearing nice earrings! :D er. i hope we are wearing that gold ribbon again. i love it! :D alrighties.

PRINCESS NURUL IS FEELING A BIT FAINT AND TIRED. SO SHE SHALL SLEEP NOW.
she wishes everyone goodnight.

HELLO DIANAH! [YOU'RE SUFFERING FROM ID. You just are. worse than me please.]
HELLO VON! [ GO AND STUDY BIO LA.]
HELLO EVERYONE. k bye.


Saturday, November 18, 2006
23:07

im back! 4 days 3 nights.

kahang was fly-ey and organic! climbed-ed mountain, build raft, rafted, ate organice stuff, pitch tents, unpitch it, ate chicken rice, wore bloody rubber shoes and bathed with grass and snails. overall, it was alright! HAHA.
that shall be my reflection. i think im gonna fail nyaa because of my reflections. k never mind.
ive got a million and one mosquito bites and im darker.haha.
i got home, bathed for 45 minutes! scrub scrub. unpacked and started my facial regime! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. k.

i found a new favourite song! best i ever had by vertical horizon! i cant stop singing it already.
so you sailed away into a grey sky morning! whoo. k.

im performing at the esplanade for crescent alumni band!

EVENT: MUSICAL EVENING 2006
VENUE: ESPLANADE
DATE: 27 NOVEMBER 2006 (MONDAY)
TIME: 7.30 PM?
PRICE: $20

all i know is that crescent main band is performing, alumni!, the choir, er......angklung....er...... dance maybe? k. it's at the esplanade. that'll be my second time backstage. i swear the back stage is pretty holding rooms are like mini hotels. HAHA. k. PLEASE COME, FRIENDS. :D see you there.


Monday, November 13, 2006
21:33

so im going off tmr for 4 days 3 nights. HAHA. sounds like some luxurious trip. but sadly, it isnt! :D it's gonna be fun la. :D i've changed my opinions. to benefit myself!

still. by 730am, i hope to get diarrhoea. if i dont get it by 745am, i'll leave for schl and BE EXCITED for the trip! WHOOOOOOOOO.

k. tdy, (for the first time im gonna write abt it) i met c.c! k. i wanted to see c.c badly! but i managed! I FELT SMART AND INVINCIBLE! wakakakA. wth. ok!

i packed my bag alr and it's heavy. dumb crap. i need a bellboy to carry it for me! HAHA. i sound so freaking demure (which im so totally not) and fragile. alright!

so! im going to miss my mum, my dad, my brother, c.c, computer, my own phone number, messaging, 4 DAYS of rotting and outings around singapore, talking to my mum, tv shows........what else. that's it? whatever la. :D

ohyes. im transferring my phone to my mum's! cos i dont have auto roam. er. yes. ok! :D

miss me loads. cos i'll miss you! BYE! LOLs.


Sunday, November 12, 2006
23:58

IT'S MY HUNDREDTH POST NOW! :D

happy.er...decade post to me! wtf. rubbish la.k.

i hope i get a bad stomachache on tuesday morning.
kanasai. but i need to go to complete nyaa. and i dont mind if its like obs too!
but thing is. IM LAZY! not now when i've got people to visit. it's hari raya, baby! and and my mum. she'll be alone like 3/4 of the week! ):

AND HOLY SHIT. dear, period. please make appointment with me on friday afternoon onwards. no earlier cos you are troublesome especially during such trips. MA FAN CRAP LA YOU.dammit.

tdy went cikgu's place for visiting! and went jurong east to visit aunts! :D
ate quite a bit tdy! shit. and to think i went gymming on saturday morning to burn 170 calories ONLY. and i bet i just gobbled up 5 times of that i burnt la. pointless, i swear. nvm. im trying, to be healthier.

OK! i think my 100th post should be happy happy jolly jolly smile kinda post. but it's turning out to be quite a curse and a bit of grief! HAHAH. k. shall leave goodbyes and "miss me" qoutes tmr! HAHAH. omg. nurul, you suck la.

GOODNIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS. :D


Friday, November 10, 2006
11:44

7 NOVEMBER 2006.
did last dry run at ling's condo. HAHA. lor sarhad. there were a lot of er foreign workers. because of the houses there. they were renovating it or whatever la. there were just a lot of kayu and cement around. i walked all the way because i missed the stop where i was supposed to alight! alright! halal chicken hahaha.
then i went to watch step up! stupid kookoohead suddenly said didnt want to go. but nvm! i went with dianah! :D whooooooooo. holly. i miss her a lot! it was damn cool. the show i mean. srsly. but they HAD to take the ticket back. stupid. the ticket was damn nice laaaaaaa. the moment we saw two men standing at the entrance to collect ticket, we were like: SHIT! TAKE PHOTO QUICK! hahahah. like so jakun and dumb lah. : and dianah treated me to cheesecake at mcCafe! :D THANK YOU LOVELY!

8 NOVEMBER 2006.
OP! omg. i had to lao sai that morning. stupid la. HAHA. and we were the second group. i think i screwed up my Q&A. who cares! :D and so we went to eat EARL'S omg.
our menu:
appetizer: shrimp. $7.60
main course: set lunch: salad buffet, beef baked rice, coke/diet coke/sprite, one scoop of ice cream each! $15.90
dessert: ice cream fondue! i forgot the price.
we were so full and bloated. we had a 2 hour lunch. altgt we payed $28 each! :D OH indulgence.

9 NOVEMBER 2006.
my mum and i had 1 hour dinner at SECRET RECIPE. haha. i had thai tom yum with chicken dunno what, caesar salad(shared), mushroom soup, oreo cheesecake! ok. BLOATED AGAIN. indulgence no. 2.

im serious i''ll gain A LOT of weight in two days. SHIT. k. exercise needs to be done. swimming!run!whatever la. i dont even think im gonna exercise. IM SUCH A LAZY SHIT. k.

im going out now! see you! :D


Monday, November 06, 2006
11:17

WTH. i was uploading my photos and i went to the toilet. my mum had to come and click on "msn gaming zone" and the window opened in my webshots window. SHE'S THE BEST. :D

okay. oh ya. i forgot to mention who went for the visit! there were:
sue, soef, farah, ain, syazwani, laila, asmida, aisyah, fahimah and finally faz came! and of course me! :D
the people missing were:
ama, YOU DIANAH, orbeet, zuraidah, hafizah, sakinah, khalilah, nabilah, namira......who else who else! oh shaminah! and many more.
so when's cikgu's hse! oh asmida said she'll be planning. OH YES my dear friends, i'll be away from 14 to 17 nov, please be kind and wait for me. AHHAA. actually no need la if you all cant make it on any other day! :D

that's it for whatever happened on saturday! :D

hmm. holidays have started 2 more days to op presentation and TO HELL WITH PW. i cant wait man. and i did rubbish for i&r. so who cares. and im dying to go out.
i've decided to make a proposal to dad. to allow me to go out twice a week with friends! :D and that includes everybody.

people i'm dying to meet/go out with:
1. dianah, faz, ama, farah...just THEM.
2. JOCElYN
3. childhood companion! :D
4. classmates!
5. 4s1 thanks.
those are just a few.

but once is not enough. ok. to where......doesnt matter. just out. oh shit. i realise i have homework! ): im waiting for the arrival of the new house key and letter! dear mr postman!give me a ding dong when you're here! :D

and i cant wait to see the house so that i can start buying new stuff! ALRIGHTIES. purple shall be my room. platformed bed and i mean just the mattress on the platform. i need storage space. ok!
see you around! PHOTO'S ARE UP! :D


Sunday, November 05, 2006
12:31

SO! we went hari raya-ing ytd! :D
recap! just for dianah!

hse no. 1: MY HOUSE! -- 11.05 am
7 people came. laila came in shorts and tshirt. and they ate laksa. i just bathed then. they ate laksa and kuih. like every house we ate kuih. and we left at around what? 12+?

hse no. 2: ASMIDA'S HOUSE! --1.45 pm
by then there were 8 people altgt including me. (: her parents weren't home but her house was pretty! bali-ish and comfy! :D all her kuih were chocolate! it was like chocolate rush. drank this green drink. YOU MISSED IT DIANAH. and took photos. [for photos, webshots! but not up yet. tmr or sth] we had to walk like 52804254249 miles to get to her place. my toes were hurting and farah's bonia shoe button dropped out. OMG.
if you realise, it took damn long to reach asmida's place because we took the train thinking we were going to fahimah's but we didnt. DUH. and poor aisyah had to go everywhere like all over the place to be back at bukit batok. HAHA.

hse no. 3: AIN'S HOUSE! -- 3.07 pm
we ate mee soto there. me and farah prayed zohor there. there was DAHFA there, you know that fish thing long long thing. YA. we just couldnt stop eating that. the mee soto was good! so were the grapes! and crabmeat. HAHA. soef started eating the keluarpatra way of eating grapes, in effort of mimicking cleopatra. we had orange drink there.

anyway, farah and i bought minimelts for 2 bucks to realise it wasnt HALAL. wtfbbq. k.

hse no. 4: LAILA'S HOUSE! 4.15 pm
WE ATE SPAGHETTI THERE! hahah. PUAN SAVIOLA got lost from her schl cos she dumbly took the wrong bus and she got pissed/irritated because she needed to pee and pangsai badly. HAHA. and i finally got to see her! sue was happy to see her! :D so was i! WHOO. oi! LETS OUT! we had blueeeee drink there.

hse no. 5: SUE'S HOUSE! 4.57 pm
WE HAD ROTI KIRAI THERE! omg. i was quite full then but it delicious! :D we crossed the road to get there. and her view was WOW. shiokness. the chicken curry was good and her house is just pretty. we had golden coloured drink there.

hse no. 6: FARAH'S HOUSE! 7.00 pm
IT'S MAGHRIB BY THEN! we both missed asar. but nvm! didnt eat there cos farah's mum thought we'd be full by then! :D there were no more cats! and ALL her sisters are in crescent now. HOW HOT IS THAT. ahahahahha. K. we had orange juice!

then we walked to gek poh cos soef wanted french fries. hahah. AND THE MOON WAS BIG AND PRETTY. :D

hse no. 7: FAZLIAH'S HOUSE! 8.10 pm
WHOOOOOOO. i swear her mee goreng was damn good! :D but like. i didnt eat much cos i didnt feel quite well. AHAH. what colour her dirnk was i dont rmb though! HAHA. hmm. but it was good! HER KUIH WAS NICE! there was this batik cake. the inside of it was similar to that of a batik print. and it's nice! and we took photos with the cool SLR camera! AHAHAH. faz laila and farah asked me to take photo of them acting like..er..ya. thenbeing dumb i was, the camera refused to take snap when they were posing. HAHA. funnyyyy. but it took a CANDID shot instead. WHOO. k. that's it!

FOR THE LOVE OF DIANAH. those were the brief. hsall continue more. gtg now! BYE!


Thursday, November 02, 2006
12:25

WHOOO. holidays have officially started. disgusting lahhhhhh.

oh look! my mum's pms-ing. nvm. two days already. i hope her period comes soon so as to stop all the pms.so guess what! i've only got 5 minutes to do this thing. cos pms have chain effect!

mum pms --> brother pms --> bro picks on me --> i get killed for even the slightest thing such as playing the music too loud though volume is only 1 BAR. dumbshit.

ohoh! IM GOING HARI RAYA ON SATURDAY. omg. im meeting them soon! :D
OK!

my brother is literraly shouting at my face now. DUMB ASS. he took out the butter i just kept which i got scolded for. idiot.i shouldnt have kept it at all!

AHAH. the worlds coming to PMS.

ok! I BETTER GO OFF NOW AND DO SOME PRAYERS I DONT GET SCOLDED FOR ANYTHING MORE. ooooh. im so calm. WTF.

k!

SEE YOU ARD FOLKS!