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yupp. aye.
shall change my skin larr.
ugh.
anyways.
so much to say so little itme.
anyways again.
yesterday i went to the johnlittlewarehousesale.
yays.
den bought this blues clues towel set white and blue.
$6 bucks only!
yupp.
and erhh. i dreamt of bernice!!!
this time i dreamt that i was practising for band..
den bernice came.
asked her to watch me at relc centre.
hah.
ber: ahhhhh..i wont ask you that kayy. you got service!
den uhh. yupp.. den...ahh shan't say de..
kinda most nonsensical dreams of all dreams.
cause it wouldn't happen.
hah.
wishful thinking of mine.
yupp. hafta go now. shall chnage my skin kayY!!!!!
UGH.
shall continue after i do my social studies and
after i come baq from musictec!
loads of luff.
me.
hah.
ok im at gramama's hse!!! [childcare ctr]
yupp.
now is my turn to use the com.
i've been such a good sister kayy.
hah.
1) Let my bro use the com for erhh..1 1/2 hrs!
2) Look after my cousins!! [ADI and AKID!]
3) i always use for like uhhh 3 hrs
ok my brother type that..ignore it. ahh. irritating.
and he doesnt allow me to delete it!!!!!
nehneh.
ahh. ok im gonna upload adi's pics here! but i dunno how.
neh mind shall find my way through the https...hahah.
take care!!!!
hey.
anyways..fer people who have a list of questions,
ahh. i din know i was going putrajaya wat..
and we went as one whole group.
driving everywhere.
there were 14 cars.
no point waiting for me larr.
and whatever happened wasn't funny man.
some kind of irritating pok.
hah. yupp. im here again blogging.
ahh. watched friends.
hahah! goddamn farnie man.
anyways. yesterday i went to warung cimande.
i saw an aqua there.
hah.
and the food was so-so.
yucKs.
anyway i did homework today. so proud of myself.
heh.
/winks*
im gonna stay up tonight and watch england vs croatia!
ahh. 2.45am?
wth. how nice. can just not sleep what.
and nowadays i wake up at 11.30am.
hee.
my MUMMY angry wimme de.
hah.
what to do.
and btw, i dream the thing after 6am de. cause i woke up at 9.30.
was thinking whether the dream would come true.
bin waiting for that call ah.
hope it never comes.
heh.
yupp.
i think im contradicting myself de.
hah. but no.
their species are some kind of egoistic people de.
sweet tongue man.
literature expert=them.
know how to play with words.
yuCks.
ahh. girls are practical..=)
i don't know what it is.
that makes me feel like this.
i don't know who you are.
but i think you're some kind of superstar.
you've got all eyes on you no matter where you are....
ok my father is baq.
and i need to pee.
but shall hold on.
hah. leave to crystalize.
whee.
anyways..i still have a lot of homework to do!!!!
*2 malay compo
*lit...which i dunno what..where is it huh??
*read my bio text
*english portfolio...erh..must do..by when huh?
*CHEM
*the AMC paper..
*social studies that merger qn
ahh. that one we do HOW MANY TIMES le lorrhs.
hah. complete waste of paper.
/chokes* faints* and /dies*
ahh. i very scared eh. not say scared la..
but like...a lot of question marks in my head.
haiz.
last night i dreamt that i dreamt that dotdotdot told me sthg.
den i dream that my dream really happened ah..
... was like saying ......... ahh.
i dream that i cried.
ahh. what could this mean.
its been ages since i talk to ...
not really ages la.
got call like last last week on sat night.
ahh. i dunno.
i dunno!!!!
help.
i dun want it to happen de.
cause i really dun wan.
im faithful to myself and will keep what i promise.
/faints*
... you wouldn't know who you are. because i name u ...(dotdotdot)
... you cannot do this to me.
even if you do, i wouldn't say yes.
i wouldn't say yes to everything that you may ask me.
if the day comes, ... im sorry.
ok dream over liao.
yupp...very hot.
i need to bathe again.
take care to me. smile always.
not affected. im happy.
YO! HELLO!!! HEYYA!!!!!
ohwows. i mean the world moved on.
i was like stuck in malaysia.
so fun wadd.
haven't bin updating.
cause i went "holidayying"
argh.
shall recap and recap.
[monday]
ahh. i can't remember what i did de.
see lah. was just a week ago.
ahh. leave it.
[tuesday]
hmm. woke up early morning.
had MOMMY to send me to school at 7 am.
reach school 7.15
ahh. went BOTANIC GARDENS.
hahah. i realised.
im not a flower plant girl
hah. been to botanic gardens like only once before this.
for uhh.."young botanist"
hah.
never bin to bird park either cause my mother
dislikes birds.
hahahhahaha.
lameness.
anyways went baq fer band.
hah.
HELLO?! i said hello lorhs.even if you're angry just say hello can? ahh. so pissed. like its our fault that the door open late. aiyah. get lost lar. this kind of people ruin my mood only. early morning kena: someone told me it's at 9. eh what about the rest? they neh complain right? notl ike i stay home sleep purposely come late. the teacher was STUCK IN A JAM man. complete waste of my time.
leave her be.
anyway asked lee to eat breakfast and she did.
but some pple neh make good use of opportunities.
"i'll just eat a sweet"
i say....go EAT.
wth. use your brains lahh there's still mobil right?
"if you hadn't realised all the stalls are closed"
shut up.
uhm.
was so happy today cause we played loud. ahh.
trombone are happier.
but i was totally affected after a while.
i almost wanted to cry man.
played the all i ask of you, blues fact. and anyone of us.
half played anyone of us cause i couldn't tahan.
so pretended to be tired a while.
heh.
sorry de if we did anything wrong. but please we are in a band
and we can't afford to behave like this towards each other.
den didn't had mood to go fer holiday.
wanted to stay fer band and midi.
/chokes*/faints*/dies*
[wednesday]
woke up early morning to pray.
hahah prayed like at 6.58?
can or nots?
yupp den i was like not replying any of MOMMY's qns.
she got angry with me.
i felt so tired and like my lips dun want to break apart.
only answered a few qns but did everything she asked me to do.
hahah.
took along with me my phone too!
though there's no point. no autoroam.
den took car. daddy was angry with us cause we were late.
not only my fault whats.
i was like not feeling good.
woooooaaaw.
first horrible thing happened at the immigrations.
my side the window was wind down
but it was stuck window cannot close.
hah. i waslike...not my fault i neh touch anything.
hah. yays. first time got something wrong and i wasn't scolded.
my daddy wind the screen.
den had to repair the window la. we were late.
hahah. /faints*
den we went to orphanage.
wow. spoke in arab half understand and whatever the ustad said..
i was BLURR.
den we went to water world.
quite boring.
den uhh..at night we ate like at 11+.
ahh. so late i was half asleep.
[thursday]
first thing in the morning we went i dunno.
but we went to this megalithic site.
the stones were alive. it grows. the older it is the taller it will be and it was beside this cemetery. for kids.
th oldest grave we found was a 1954.
so long ago lorhs my father was not born yet until ten yrs later.
everywhere i went i was like singing blues factory.
my friend thought i was mad.
hah.
missed band but i missed PEOPLE more.
hahah. /winks*
den we went to have lunch at this surau.
hahah.
got this old lady who lookd after the makam there.
the ustad told us that the old lady's house is like..
a chicken coop.
den i felt so sad. hah.
/sobs*
den i dunno where we went de.
headed to waterfall.
hahah.
water so cold.
den something horrible happened again.
my father accidently closed the boot when the keys were inside.
both keys were inside with the room key and passports.
and phone. ahh.
i wanted to cry kayy.
had stomachache. realised maybe god dun wan me to interfere.
so i just sat in my uncle's car and talked like nthg happened.
yays. i even played wrestling game. for the first time.
den i dunno what they did..but we went baq to the hotel.
with my uncle.
my father waited for the tow truck to come. den send to locksmith.
cannot. den send to agent.
haha. i was in the hotel wanting to sleep.
den they all wanted me to swim but i was too tired to do so.
so i just watched.
//i was totally mising PEOPLE. ahh. u know.
[friday]
hip hip hooray im going home!!
ate breakfast and ice cream.
daddy went to settle the problem.
den managed to open the boot and get the key out.
hah. was soooooooo happy means can get passport and go home!
debated with my mother.
go home now at 11 or go with them for a last day?
i wanted to go home so that i can go midi.
father say...enjoy can or not?
ahh. so just kept quiet.
went to unity college. heh.
eh the school fees is like cheap!?
RM90 per SEMESTER.
wat the hell.
anyway we went to putrajaya.
this taman wetland.
hah. so geography-ish.
clibed the tower got a full view of putrajaya.
damn nice man.
den went to the prime minister's place.
it's twice bigger compared to his office!
only got into the protocol and the dunno wad blocks.
not his residential area.
den the place where they eat is like hugE!
can fit 90 people.
rich poks.
den went to mosque.
it was like an istana lorhs.
but i couldn't go in!!!!!!
i had...i was on red light.
the outisde was already nice what more the inside.
ahh.
miss miss!!
/chokes*/faints*/dies*
and we went home at last reached home at 12.30am
after eating in sg. dinner and breakfast.
messaged xl and farah.
haha.
/yawns*
//i want to go to school badlay.
[saturday]
had MOMMY to send me to school again this time wasn't late.
hah. was so happy to see liyana.
heh. where's xiling.
lee showed me this voodoo. hahah. so cute.
and small.
den she wanted to try on somebody.
xiling?? hah.
we are mean. but we didn't do anything.
/swears*
swear kayy.
den half practiced.
went macs to buy food.
came back 4 mins earlier before the time limit.
wow. so fast lorhs.
we ate.
i was like..ahh. i full.
lee started to cut a letter k.
hmmm. kaili.
den i cut up h followed by j.
gave liyana. den she say my h very nice..and she ate it up.
yays.
thankyou.
we cut-ted xiling's name. and presented to her.
hahah.
madness.
with hotcakes.
hmm.
den dunno wad to do. talk talk.
since not ocmpulsory we left for town. yays.
towned. just walk ard.
haiz. took 111.
and took mrt to gramama's hse.
yays.
we laughed the whole way.
man i DO feel bad.
cannot tahan wanted to pee.
laugh from commonwealth lorhs.
hahahha.
/teary-eyed*
soyupp.
now i want to go and bathe. hahha.
its filling up de.
yupp.
and i want to eat also
and do my english portfolio.
how? a lot lehs.
i still haven't do my malay compo.
shit.
left with a week to finish it all.
I DUN PLAN TO DO CHEM.
/winks*
trombone section rockssssssss.
heyyy!!
hehs.im very mad now.
aiyah. i dunno what to type.
bleah.
yesterday night went to this persons house.
at woodlands.
ahh. my father lah. i finish mengaji le.
den he was still "Studying.
ahh.
old men do night study association.
bleah.
so had to wait.
left only at like 3.45am?
goodness
now my parents not at home.
went jb to play golf.
hahah.
we are alone!
ok. i shall go grab some breakfast soon.
oh anyways. i wanna go botanic gardens!!
like...wow..so funn.
den we can have section lunch.
ahh. told my mother i got band on sat. now i dun have.
and i wanna go out. bleah..
but what kind of shops open at 7.30???????
ok. ty peiting!!! you gave me such a wonderful idea.
i have no marching on sat.
but again. what kind of shops open at 8.30?
aiyah. go school and rot ahh.
got nthg to do also.
den i will go baq to my gramama hse!! yays.
i love it!!
ahh.
somewhere in this house got certain kind of smell.
like..baby's smell? or izzit me??
ahh..but whatever it is..there's no baby here.
so i smell like baby!!
ok..gimme idea.s
aiyah. do homework now ahh.
ok. enuff from me.
ahh.
everything rockss now.
i think.
hah.
anyway..
wanna thank musictec to allow us go there.
and uhh..we didn't find the need to bring a teacher along.
hah.
we R inDepeNdeNT.
hahah.
anyway..we were like "depreciating" the place.
den i was abt to leave to meet up with my mum and bro.
hahah.
wtf.
we were NOT loud at all wat.
damn.
so clear from outside lorhs.
ahh.
sorry sorry musictec..
hahah. ok..
den went out wif my bro.
so fweaking slow man that guy.
ahh.
watched harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban with him.
ahh so cool.
i mean the show. not him.
heh.
that new albus dumbledore..kinda sux????
ahh.
the voice wasn't like before.
ahh.
i prefer the old one.
den..uhh. malfoy was not as godd looking as before.
that neville lost weight.
ahh. so many things changed.
haha.
harry got bad fashion sense.
like..ahem ahem.
yupp.
anyway. the dementors were great.
not scary tho.
hah.
just black black flying things
yeps.
but now im UN-demenTed!!!
yays.
anyway went to woodlands.
i was walking and then sudd got this guy look at my direction.
i blink like normal..den he stared.
i was like wats wrong.
turn behind to see just CHICKENS.
so i thought oh. he want to buy chickens.
ahh.
but i walk..he look at me de.
ahh. wat's wrong with me..
checked my zip..its up wat. [hehs. my zip came down in the bus]
but there's nthg to wrry about man.
im a girl.
i walked pass him i like kinda bowed.
like i did to dorcas lim.
hahahhahahha.
shit it.
den he was like smiling and almost laughing.
so i laughed FIRST hahahah/
madness.
*ive gone totally mad larr.*
msg to wani.: please. hahah. or let liyana to be my victim!!!
mad liaos.
sososorry. hahah. yesterday wanted to blog at night.
but..what happened ah?
oh. i went out in the end.
ahh. ok.
today...was a hilarious day.
hahah. ohgod. simply cant stop laughing de.
/faints. [ok..im a rip-off. gosh. i learnt that from lee.]
lee: ahh. sorry ah. i a bit gong. a bit only. so ahh. yahh. you know la and ahh. if next time finish rounds ready you tell me!!! i dun want to run extra rounds!!! can just die dere whats.
tians.
lalala.
~~sing the bluesssss.sss.~~
tone deaf ah. i cannot sing right notes.
hahah. hopeless case.
anyways. yupp. laugh laugh but wasnt as bad as that time.
we played some peice and then i heard some
freaking odd noise. i laughed until i cried.
okayy.
den i went mad AGAINS.
/groans.
hahah.
i told wani to miss me!! heh.
mad liao. told her i love her.
some crazy thing had me obsessed.
den uhh.
yupp. TSS ...toot!! (tn.s.sn.)
like grand old lady.
aiyah master la...i order for you cheese you wan?
ugh.
oh anyways...mr chua gott center parting hair.
haha!
he swing his hair until like herbal essence de ad.
hahah! oh god.
can just roll on the floor or nots?
he conduct i cannot look at him...i will laugh.
aiyah. so funny.
yupp. he's optimistic and encouraging yeahhs?
ok enuff crapping i can't stand it le.
anyway yupp i love you still.
/choke*/faints*/dies*
aiyah. that girl dieded larr. heck her. yuCK.
xl: aiyah. cool man cool. buy u drink you dun want. fine de.
dun get too angry ahh. dun worry man. she can do whatever she wants. i dun care also. heh. and uhh....haaaa.. im totally sorry kayy. i want to call you de. but im too lazy to pick up the phone. ah. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. i cant make it tmr. my mother say she needs me to go. ahh. unless...heh. we change to earlier timing. ahh. sorry de!!!! sorry sorry. i will buy you more drink kayy!!!and now i'll be extra confident!!! very confident. make sure i can play kayy. ==except that guitar part== /faints. den uhh. yupp. aiyah.. i also dunno what to do le.
ahhh. i cant play. help. ahh.
ohtians.
i can just die whats.
bleah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn paiseh.
that hindustan show is very sad cans???
i watched it on thurs night.
whee.
still paiseh.
for that zippp thing.
anyways. i slept at someone's hse yesterday
till 4.30
mans. paiseh again.
ohtians.
luckily none of their pillows are wet.
and including their sofa!!! *referring to my brother*
i sat on the floor and laid my head on the table.
quite comfortable ehs.
quite warm though.
slept with the tudung on.
hahah.
went hospital.
isolation room after chemo.
nice but boring.
haizt.
oh shall i tell you about my dream??
heh.
i dreamt i was choosing socks.
for like my mother and bernice fer their birthday.
and it was like the sales person was like very cheeo
toot.
whatever socks for.
looked for purple pink and orange.
heh.
toot-ifiedd.
what lame.
more like...
I want the socks not i buy for them.
heh.
i was with yinxi and joanne or was that maznah i saw?
ohwells.
crap ahs.
why i write bout my dream i dunno eh.
anyways. yupp.
meow. meow.
heh.
tired de.
kayy.
i saw u.
im going fer facial wif my mum tmr.so fun.
bored.
blurred.
i dunno what to type.
had band.
lalala~
shall i meow?
meow.
i've meow-ed.
what to do now?
meow again?
nah.
too lazy.
but will do.
MEOW.
bye bye.
miss me.
bye.
i say bye bye.
so stop reading.
stop typing too.
argh.
BORED.
feeling happy and veryyy veryy blurrr.
loud and smelly fart.
it woke me up.
wow. i was totally sleeping.
pressed squished loud sound.
smellier than us in obs!
ohgoodness.
i could just die.
CULPRIT: who else????? that boy la.
yucK.
ate the whole day after my father's soccer prac.
and after visting some bangla headquarters.
where my uncle owned a simple shop.
yupp.
anyways.
first time i tried Getil-getil.
watever mans.
but it tasted good.
haha. yupp.
that's all larr.
utterly boring day.
ugh.
tell me what i can do ehs.
i wanna ask my mother go shopping.
she wouldn't want.
she say spend money only.
bleah.
we also wanna watch harry potter.
she say buy pirated cd .
lalala.
anyway i'm no longer meow-ing.
im totally sad.
ahhs.
wat to do????????
tell me. tell me. tell me. tell me.
rotted halfway.
decomposing soon.
ohmans. totally perspiring now.
and i'm not doing anything. just sitting.
anyways. i feel like an..
ACOMMPLISHED lady!!!
yays.
in the morn. i prayed.
cleaned up like
*burpp*
smack the sofa hard to get rid of dust.
wow. so white and comfy after smacking.
pulled the "blanket" over the seat and tightened it.
did both the sofas in 20 minutes.
wow. proud to say it was done by me!
went in the kitchen.
ohmygoodnessme.
the sink was filled with yesterday's dishes including the wok.
yuxx. disgusting.
wet-ted my hands before attacking the mess.
den wash wash scrub scrub..ooh how funn.
thot i finished le.
i still had BREAKFAST PLATES!!!
ohwells. might as well clean it up.
"collected" all the dirty ones including hahah.
the ones that my mother washed like yesterday morning.
heh.
yays.
washed till it was sparkling cans?
did the same for the sink.
how nice now.
cleaned the kitchen and ate ice to reward myself.
haha.
den late morning folded clothes.like a lot
wonder who's gonna iron them all.
being a meano i left it alone.
my father came baq from work suddenly. at 12.30.
pon meeting.
like he was not important mans.
i wanna be like my father owning some company that makes a lot of money and come home whenever they want.
and work all day all night!!
his phone kept ringing every 2 minutes. after each phone calls.
like there was 7?
a [WORKAHOLIC].
i like eh. i like getting stressed up and be busy.
like very fun. make me aware of myself and of what i'm doing.
really.
yupp. anyway.
yeahh. helped my mother pluck beansprouts.
[more commonly known as taugeh]
yeahh.
den i ironed MY set of clothes.
though i didn't do it for the whole family.
heh.
like obviously my mother ask me do
folded plastic bags.
yeahh i did that with my brother lahh.
yeps. den now my mother baking cake!!
mmmm. smells nice!!!
ooh btws.
my mother made some banaa thing 2 days ago.
and it was FABULOUSLY DELICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!
anyone wants one?
[i may feel accomplished now but i'm not feeling exactly the way the word is supposed to mean...without telling you]
**uhh make sense or nots ah?**
