scream when you have to, to let go

Friday, July 15, 2005

20:51

wheehee.

okay. it's like been long since i updated. because im perfectly busy with my work. im in for good grades okay. so all you guys out there must support me supportively okay? -muackZXZX.

okay. firstly i'd like to wish my

MUMMY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:

BERNICE HAPPY BERTHDAY! (:

yupp. and then. to you:

HAPPY FOURTH! (:

today is such a wonderful day don't you agree?

sec fours had listening compre. i happily walked home! (:

hope everything went well for you guys. (:

anyhow. miss azlin wished bernice happy birthday. haha. i bet she was so proud la. i mean that bernice. and i didn't buy her any present much less make/get/write a simple birthday wish.not that i didn't want to in the first place. then i thought her fan club is bound to give her this mountain high present. so. i couldn't really be bothered to get.

then my mother's birthday yesterday. i didn't get her anything either. because i seriously dont know what to get. my father came back witht his bengawan solo mango something cake which tasted okay. i was not feeling very well with it. yupp. i mean. i was so bloatedly bloated. and every spoon i ate, i sneezed. ~~dang this nose~~

i suppose her birthday wasn't the best one. it's like really horrifying for me. because i went home and fell asleep. useless me. i felt ~~horribly useless~~ and what kind of a daughter am i? seriously pathetic.

yupp.so today. im not feeling very well either. reached home felt really hot and tired. ate somemore cake. NO SNEEZING. and went out to eat lunch at seoul garden.was only okay. then slept all the way through and went to do some wedding arrangement thing. the best part. i didn't even know who was getting married. definitely not ME, dianah. i wont get married too soon. it's bleeding dumb to do so now.

that's about it. i shan't rant on anymore. and do something more productive such as starting my homework or shit. which i DOUBT I'D DO AT ALL.

big joke.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

16:52

hello world.

okay. not like the world reads this.

hahah.

yupp. today is a very SLACK day.

totally did nothing.

seriously.

okayy lets see.

bio. i ALMOST fell asleep BUT i didnt.

then it was recess. pls.

i wasn't hungry at EIGHT FIFTY FIVE.

but i ate to fill.

played bball.

haha. funny things happened as always.

then it was chinese lesson.

me and bernice went up to class.

we THOUGHT zhao fang came.

so we went down again to play.

haha. had 1 1/2 hrs of bball.

hooray!

me and denise went to look for azlin! (:

and she said something about some edusave thing.

hahah.

then ran up for geog.

~~COMPLETELY WASTED TWO WHOLE PERIODS DOING FILING STUFF.~~

-shakes head.

then. maths.

mr lee didn't come to class because of the sQc thing.

haha. good. not like i wanted the test.

i sang.sat down.talked. listened to songs.played with ber's phone. that puzzle bobble. i suck at that.

then. rupa didn't come at one but 1.30 instead.

TSK.

i was bleeding hungry there.

when she came the class was like DEAD.

literally.

obviously. after doing nothing and rotting there.definitely everyone is like no energy.

i didn't have the bit of energy to hold a pencil even.

grr.

cme after lunch.

funneh.

we came up with english names for everyone in class. (:

the funniest is chenise's.

DONATELLA SAKUNTALA KOH.

and huixin refuses to accept hers: MABEL.

HAHA.

well. im veronica. (: haha.

the other day. that bernice never stops picking on me.

tsk.

everything i do or say surely kena shot by her.

grr. haha.

but she got her retribution. (:

her head kena hit directly by the bball.and she fell at the mini forum.

i couldn't stop laughing but it was sure pain.

poor bernice/thumbelina.

alrights.

and today. there's no homework. thus im here.

ama lend her peterpan cd.

yay!

yupp.

so im off. to do whatever revision i can think of now.

see ya! (:

Monday, July 04, 2005

18:36

hey.

haha. yes. today is a HOLIDAY.

yuppyupp.true holidayy. (:

well. yesterday.

you know what???????? it was happy! (:

i had many different plans about where to go yesterday la.

like..

1) watch the anugerah auditions at imm.

2) go botanic for the ST BASH.

3) rot at home and studyy.

4) follow my family go watch musabaqah tilawah al-quran at MUIS.

first three: STRIKE OUT PLS! (:

so i followed my family.my father left first.

my mother and me was happily karaoke-ing.

he was kinda pissed. haha. dunno why.

then it was already 5.30 i was still bathing.

my mother shouted: USTAZAH NOMBOR 4 LA! AYAH KAU NI. TAK BILANG SIANG-SIANG!
which means: "ustazah is the fourth person to go. your father la! din tell us earlier!"

ohwells. so i rushed. rushed out and all.

wore everything in a short 2 minutes! wow.

fast pls.

so we cabbed.

on the way out saw evan who was walking home from some shopping.

then told my mother that that was evan.

she was like saying: no wonder his mother smiled at me. (:

haha. crap.

so we hailed a cab and sped there. because my mother ~~refused to drive.~~

we reached there and felt cheated because ustazah wasn't the fourth but like the sixth!?

tsk. make me rush for nothing. grr.

so and then i was flipping the book which they gave out.

and...

PANGG!

I saw this guy a finalist.

his name is: muhammad khairul bin khadid. (:

he was flipping handsome and flipping dashing super eyecatching.

i went flipping mad! HAHA.

i thought he'd be like this super good reader.

he was the runner up three or two years back? heh. i dont know.

even my mother said he was handsome!

and she said: see whether he got say "ahlan wasahlan". [inside joke]

i waited and waited.wondering whether i had missed his turn.grrr.

waiting for a bloody long time and it turned out he was the last person to read!

YES!

hah.and he read.

i was flipping astonished.he could read super well!

i was in bloody awe.he could tarik his voice and his tajwid and whatever else was darn good.

woohoo.i hoped he wins.

ahh. his ten minutes ended freaking fast.haha.

i forgot his ayat.i think it's saba' or.. ahzab?

something like that. most were that.

haha.whee.and guess what, he won!

so he had to read again for being the nats champ.

cool. i loved it! (:

-~~am not being biased here.~~

my usatazah didn't win because she langgar a lot of peraturan or whatever my dad was saying.

and my ustad helped me to get his autograph!

his brother also participated and gave an autograph!

and my ustad also got the runner up's autograph!okay.

so three autographs in a day.aahha.

did that make them feel like uh the sg idol?

whoops.okay.

that's about it for the tilawah thing.

goshh. i hope somebody's not mad at me or jealous.

seriously.

and ahem. you, i will tell you the reason why tmr. (: see you!

yupp.so today.

sent my bro to dental.

then went to jurong point.really walked.

went into every little shop.in the end also buy nothing.

but we all ate tempura udon at the banquet there.

then. i was looking at keychains at ice lemon tee.

and i thought i heard someone who sounds like moti.

and i thought i saw a guy who looks like tk.

haha. but it was neither.

went watsons saw aisyah and other bandits.

wow.

okayyokayy.i shall stop here la.

have to change the bulbs of my room. blown le.grr.

~~waste my time.~~

and i shall continue my study spree! (:

-dianah: if you're reading this. brooch tmr at taka? and some squidward thing tmr too?order cake tmr too? ask everyone what flavour they want. thank you!(:

Sunday, July 03, 2005

14:41

hi!

hahah.first: i'd like to wish FIONA HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:

ohkay.been busy studying lately. cool.i've started on a math and social studies and a bit of geog.not bad huh.

let me recap on some stuff that i can actually remember. (:

okay. where did i stop? alrights.

on thursday we ran mass run again. i ran fast with an ~~aim to walk up the hill.~~

but that mrs heng blew her whistle at me. tsk.

then, ms norliza told us of her naughty experience with the cinema. (:

well. we wanted to know which place. she refused to tell us.

hurhur. i wanna try too! (: -winks.

on friday went in class tee.

the freaking shirt had a ~~bad smell.~~

and i had to spray the shirt at least three times that day.grr.

played a lot of bball.

learned troyca for p.e! super fun! (:

i had baaaaaaaaaaaad gastric i realised. boohoo.

and i had to bend forward after eating dinner.

because i dont remember eating much for lunch either.

and i felt like puking all my dinner out.

went banquet for dinner at toa payoh la.

and there's the pasar malam there.i havent been to one since ages.

so i bought STICKERS! (:

yesterday, i studied. a lot.

tried doing the ss qn.was clueless about the disadvantages. so i didn't do.

maznah happily told me it was pair work. tsk. if only i knew.

heh.and my cousin adi came! (:

we went swimming! (:

haha. he was super scared la. and poor him was shivering. haha.so cute.

and adilah was sitting on the buoy. she was brave!

and adi is starting school soon and he'll be able to talk! (:

how cute.

heh.had satay babat for dinner yesterday with my gramama.she loved it.

because the babat was very soft and lembut and all. (:

haha.yupps. and today i did practically nothing.

havent done much except prepare breakfast. ahah.

my brother fought with me early morning over the tv because he wanted to watch:

BARBIE FAIRYTOPIA. AHAHA.

ohyes. i graded my father a C+! and he was unhappy la.

eh excuse me better than other fathers in singapore who got C- right!ahah.

then he accuse me what what. say "all children in singapore D- ah!"

excuse me!

HAHA. GIRLS ARE A++++++++++++ OKAY! maybe my bro la. D-----.

me:do you know who my best friend is?

he answered: uhh. monkey.

me: tsk!that is hakim's best friend la. suit him man.

mother: i know i know. xiao jie.

me: hahah. no. currently. my "best friend" is coconut! (:

bro: coconut!? -laughs hysterically.

mother: coconut? oh yes. pls remind me to buy coconut milk.

bro: yes yes. she's coco and you, nut! nutcase! -laughs hysterically again.

me: OI! call me that again i tell others you watch "BARBIE FAIRYTOPIA" ah!

grr.i hate him man. ugly piece of grr.

yupp.anyway. im going shopping tmr! yay!(:

see you! happy youth day! (: