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ohman. i want to scream.
please?
wahlau eh. today has been such an angst-filled day.
today had been the horribly perfect day!
angry number one:
i waited and waited for a full hour, even more than that i think, for somebody to come.
i felt like a complete idiot la.
sitting there, ALONE, drinking two medium sized drinks, within that time. i wanted to pee okay. but i decided to wait. FOUR FREAKING BUSES CAME AND WENT AND NOT A SINGLE SOUL APPEARED. it was so hot please. and there was NO CALL either. however i decided to be a good friend and wait. by the time it was three o clock in the afternoon, i left. i couldn't be bothered to wait for someone who would never turn up. like hello. even if you can't make it, call man. what's the public phone all around you for?! display?! it's highly irritating alright? i made so many exceptions and sacrificed two hours of my playing time and you guys happily didn't turn up. not fun at all. one day, im gonna do the same to you and let you feel how exciting and interesting it was to keep on looking at cars passing by you. (:
angry number two:
after fetching my brother, we went to buy lunch at macs. at macs, it was a young man serving us. ohmygoodness me. the guy is so effing soft la. like may i help you? ohman. yes you may help me by turning UP your volume. i thought one tiny voiced man was enough in my life. but nooooooooooooooooooo. my darling brother had to do the same. since i was busy checking my mother's ez-link, i told my brother to order first.
man: may i help you?
me: (points to bro)
bro: tempura
man: sorry?
bro: tempura
man: sorry no more tempura. will mcchicken do?
bro: okay.mc chicken will do.
man: sorry?
me: MC CHICKEN. i'd like happy meal cheeseburger with coke and fries thank you.
man: okay. that'll be $6.
me: sorry. mc chicken meal right?
man: you want mc chicken meal?
bro: ya. meal.
man: $9.50
me: wahlau. can you speak LOUDER OR NOT?
i was so freaking pissed la pls. the moment before, my brother so loudly even the man on motorcycle, outside the car can hear i think. then now, voice so soft even the ants cannot hear pls! tskkk. we even had to wait 15 minutes. grr.
angry number three:
i was doing some renaming to my mp3 la. after renaming, i happily delted all of them accidently la! wahlau. now i have to record all over. such a waste of time. stupid me. im great. im so so so great.
those were my angry moments.
my only happy moment:
i ate mochi. how peaceful.
YOU. i dont think i know you anymore. you're gone pls. where are you now? i i dont think you understand me anymore either. it's not fair. what happened? and you even had the cheek to ask me questions that don't belong. you think you're so great. more like i have to ask you those questions. you disappoint me. i think i hate you now.
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