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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
02:18

so i studied!

HAH. I SAVE TEN BUCKS.

but i totally wasnt paying attention during bio lecture. heck it.

im getting back the hang of continous studying like it was in sec 4. (:
aint that good! -thumbs up! :D

i should be really sitting for prelims in crescent in 14 days time! (: whoo!
but guess what. promos is officially--i shant count. it just scares the shit out of me.
KEEP UP THE GOOD JOB NURUL. (:

went ikea tdy. on the way back, rushing, met nanthini. i couldnt recognise it was her at first. ahhaha. but i didnt stay for long cos i already damn tired and wanted to get home FAST FAST FAST.

okay. mummy, let's just rent the house, shall we?
i like this house, i like the view, i like the location, i like the buses here, i like the expressway, i like the fresh air in the morning.
BASICALLY, I LIKE IT HERE.

-okay.probably i'd say the same thing once we move.

but the idea of having the address as "upper bukit timah" is so....weird and long. i prefer "thomson roadD". THANKS.

aiya. i will work hard and retain this house and pay for it. and i hope my salary in future can cover. OTHERWISE, I SHALL MARRY A RICH MAN! wakkakakaka.
and get two timed. WTF.
k i choose the former.

alright. goodnight. time for me to sleep. IT'S ALMOST THREE. nights!


Sunday, August 27, 2006
23:51

ghostbusters!

im trying to study. IM 45% SUCCEEDING.

hahha. EH. BE PROUD OF ME I AM ACTUALLY STUDYING.though i badly want to go for more shopping, play more and eat more. (: who doesnt.

K. I PROMISE TO STUDY. (: if i dont study at all in a day, i wilL have to donate $10 of my allowance to some poor organization or back to my mother.

anyway. i went shopping tdy in town. (: how fun.
and i need to get a black top and i wish to wear a black skirt for 2nd september!
may i mummy! please. :D

cant really wait for second sept. (: WHEE. i'll get to go out at nighT! to town! (: wheeeehee. (:
and i saw the lg chocolate phone tdy! mygundunessme!

HOTT STUFF! :D

things to do this week:-
1. STUDY on monday.
2. STUDY on tuesday.
3. STUDY on wednesday.
4. STUDY on thursday.
5. STUDY on friday.
6. PARTY on saturday.
7. STUDY on sunday.

things MUST do this week:-
1. go IKEA get frame on monday.
2. must get momentos done by tuesday.
3. get cake by wednesday.
4. visit crescent and have lunch there.
5. get black skirt and black top by friday.
6. PARTY on saturday!
7. shop on sunday afternoon before burying my puny brain with notes at night.

OH FISH! i have three weeks left to promos!
dammit. NURUL, concentrate la!

DANGGGGGGG. mummy cut my allowance please.
IVE TOO MUCH MONEY. ):


Wednesday, August 23, 2006
23:56

HEY YOU.

hahah.
*** eh bitch, ive got something to tell you! URGENT. okay not THAT urgent. BUT REALLY. it's damn funny. (: ***


mokay.
for the past days, ive had dance for like EVERYDAY. tiring.
my calves, knees, arms, thighs and toes are hurting.
ive got bruises, shit.

SIGh.
anyway, seriously, i can just go and die now. exams coming and it seems like i dont give a damn. and gah. im a slacking bitch/cracker/potato(kentang)/retard/minah whatever.
haha.

AND HADY MIRZA CAN SING.

nimcompoop! I HATE MACLAURINS.
who the hell is maclaurins! why did he come up with such stupid formulas. why the hell in the first place do i need to know wtf is the formula. GAH.

i just dislike him. PERIOD.

and melvin ho rocks my world. THANKS MR HO. oh god. i can never thank you enough. :D

and i didnt know teachers are such birdbrains too. IM REFERRING TO MOST TEACHERS.
-and i forget teachers are humans like us too.

WAY TO GO TEACHERS!


Friday, August 18, 2006
23:01

FAR AWAY-NICKELBACK

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go


22:40

THREE CONSECUTIVE DAYS OF DANCE IS SERIOUSLY MADNESS.

i am aching everywhere now. okay. every surface area of my legs are in pain. i pity my legs.

CIP COMING UP. dammit. im damn busy this weekend. i wanna rest and do homework and study. PLEAse.

HA ha ha. i am just saying i wanna do work all these crap. but guess what.

im wasting my night away on the computer. can you believe it?!

BUT LET'S TAKE CONSOLATION. i had a damn tiring day. HAHAH. so let me do something i like without pain. (:

HMM. I know of one PERFECT ACTIVITY! - sniggers and LAUGHS OUT LOUD.

so far i think i screwed up all tests. (: aint that nothing new!

BLING! i need to think of accessories to wear for performance. HAHAH. why not wear some small bling that is BLING-Y. and i hope i wont trip and fall. EMBARRASSING SHIT. :

okay. ive got a resolution.

HAKIMAH IS GONNA TRY HARD TO STOP CURSING. and keep to mild ones. so that she wont have too many verbal sins. (: THANK GOD.

and ohyeah. i realise more people calls me hakimah now. it used to be mr loh only cos i think he finds it hard to either remember "nurul" or he just doesnt know how to pronounce it. poor thing.

and probably bernice and denise were some of the few. (:

denise! I DONT KNOW IF YOU'RE READING! BUT MAN I MISS IRRITATING YOU! and BERNICE LOW XIAO TING! mygod. i miss your laughter. no one here laughs like you. SAD. i can laugh all the wy now once i hear you laugh. (:

-LOVESSSSS. (:


Thursday, August 17, 2006
00:30

HEY!

ahahhaha
OKAY.

SO THEY ARE BACK! THEY'RE BACK! (: wheeeeeeeee heeeeeeee.

and i forgot to get ly's cake two days ago. cos i fell asleep. how happy.

and on monday, ms lim was such a....... pb. GAH.
yes ms lim please pity me. (:

OHYES. somebody blacked out i THink on tuesday afternoon at the water cooler there and there was a freaking lot of blood. damn interesting lah. (: HEH. wait for me hospital, im coming after i get my degree and all that nonsense to qualify. (:

yeah okay.

TDY.

i fasted and good, i actually didnt feel hungry like i usually do around 3 or 4 pm whenever i fast. i didnt! but i had dance. and it was horrendous. i had very little energy and i almost died-ed after hours of dance. thinking when it was gonna finish.

and this morning was just.. HAHA. k. (: next time i know i have lighthouse or radar around me. THANKS.

and yes janelle. i know im lucky. you want his number. seriously, i have it with me. (:

and jocelyn darling. if you happen to come by, yeah. damn long since i talked to you. HAHAH. and im busy can't go down recess with you lah. catch up with you soon. (:


-lovesssss. (:

IM A HAPPY GIRL IN A HAPPY WORLD. AND ALL THIS HAPPY BUTTERFLIES ARE IRRITATING ME.

ohyes. JONATHAN LEONG LOOKED DAMN HOT AND SEXY TODAY FOR THE SPECTACULARS. mygod. cool specs. (:
and please i want joakim out tmr. ): the rest can sing. esp ME. ahhah. oops no link. (:


Saturday, August 12, 2006
21:05

MUMMY. DONT TOUCH MY HAIRRRR.
mummmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!

k. fine. play with it.

i am a cross between godzilla and scented hamsters.

k. that doesnt make sense.

stupid lah..

ive got cough.

and i went for band tdy!

wooohooo!

we can all still play! (:

everybody stand up for the girl who never passed her scales but she can still play! (:

anyway. you know. i think sg idol is screwed.wtf.

k. i dont feel like watching anymore.
and i couldnt go watch french fireworks dammit.

k. bye.

mummy.i want foooooooooooooood.


Wednesday, August 09, 2006
22:42

when you actually need someone to be there, there's no one.

you give them a call.

they're too busy to entertain you because you're not really worth their time.

but they try to comfort you with little words before they go and it makes you feel a teeny weeny little bit better.

then you put down and say to yourself "it doesnt matter. it'll pass and you'll feel better soon enough."

and you smile.

does it make you feel slightly better by saying that?

it depends.

but now. i really need someone to deviate all my attention to and and sigh.

where are you.

i know!

there's GOD!

:D

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dear god, guide me in the path of those you bestow upon.
bless me with happiness and security.
bless me with health and cure those around me who are ill.
shower love and care upon them and may they always be eased of their troubles.
make me a better person and a person whom my parents always wanted me to be.

i want to be able to wake up tmr and see the world smile at me. (:
i want to bring a smile upon those who are dear to me.
amin. (:
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okay. i feel better praying. now i want to sleep.(:

goodnight lovess. (:


Tuesday, August 08, 2006
16:59

hey lovess. (:


HAHAHAHAH.

tdy natx day celebrations sucks.okay. actually not that boring had some weird walk and loooooooooooooooong and tiring. it's stupid lah walk from school to macritchie and they're stupid enough to make us walk damn far when we could have just crossed the bridge and reach within FIFTEEN minutes. (:

NVM. anyway. most of them the starting was okay not so high. then after a while all was DEAD. and i was damn tired and grumbled and sighed and SANG! nad i held a balloon which halfway i dunno give to who. and i lost the balloon. ):

i kept on singing and singing and made crenshaw my friend! and talked to hana. and SANG and JUMPED and FLY. how fun. then got really tired. (:

then stayed at macritchie for dunno what stuff. HAHAHA.

anyway. YTD! MY GOD. IT WAS STUPENDOUSLY HILARIOUS. but now i think alex is irritated with VON. (: HAHAHHAHA (:

sorry alex. (:

and VON IS JUST AS IRRITATING ALSO. ahahha. because he just wouldn't stop calling. HAHHA. (:

i NEED NEW SHOES SHIT. ):


Saturday, August 05, 2006
13:58

HAHAHA. (:

OEIIIIIII.

I KNOW YOU ALL MISS ME ALREADY RIGHT!

HAHAHA. OKAY. WHAT 4 MONTHS?!

COOL HUH. K LAH. IVE DECIDED TO KEEP THIS BLOG UP.

SO YOU ALL BETTER READ OTHERWISE I'D JUST WASTE MY TIME. hahah

okay. anyway.
here's what ive been doing.

NOTHING! hahahhaha

cj is super freaking boring lah. there's hardly any hot guys around except that ASTROBOY. ohman.

i could just die. haha. and the teachers here somewhat suck. what else.

yeah. i went for pre u seminar. temasek seminar. and guess what. during temasek seminar. i fell down and trippped lah and sprained my ankle. stupid shit.

and my friends was laughing at me. and funny thing. I WAS LAUHGING WITH THEM ALSO!

ahahahhahahaha. wtf.

then yeah. my classmates went london cambridge and left me here all alone. dammit lah. and everyday i just sit there and rot. ahhaha.

anyway. OEI. GOT FIREWORKS SHOW AT MARINA BAY. GO WATCH LAH!

(:

AND DONT WORRY IM STILL HOT. AND IVE SHIFTED FROM KEMAKNENEKAN TO AMINAH. AHAHHAAA.

im stil maknenek. maknenek sounds nicer than AMINAH. wth. (:

LOVESS! (: