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i just had bio paper. i thought i didnt want to come and post. cos i know i'll spend the rest of the post cursing bio and melvin ho. so i shall only dedicate ONE SHORT PARAGRAPH on @^(#*(%% bio. and the rest on sth else, i guess.
OMG WTFBBQ. bio was one hell killer! OMG. it should really be slaughtered.killed.skinned.crucified.torn.shredded.stabbed.slapped.kicked.spit at. OH MY HOLY CANINIESS. i wasted 9863164826 years studying for it. OHGOD. im sure gonna fail it. kns. WHY OH WHY. TELL ME WHY TELL ME WHY! *breaks out in the GREASE song* why is it when i study $*^# hard for bio, and it will come out so bad! OMFG. k. forget. AND SERIOUSLY. its super gay. OHYUCK. i should have studied harder in sec 2 and get into triple science and do physics now. k. NO REGRETTING. looks like my ipod nano has flown away. ):
HAHA. i told my mum over the phone earlier on the the paper was disgusting.and she accepted it. at home..
mummy: so what are your chances of going up next year?
me: errrrrrrrhhhhh......ya.
mummy: you could handle so many subjects for o level. now only 4.is it really that difficult??
me: errrrrrrrrrrh.. ya.
mummy: it because you lost concentration or you dont understand?
me: but mummy, transformation is facilitated by cell surface proteins! *psst. ripped off from one of the messages i received.*
k that was a snippet that was had. she told me. if you're so bad at bio. but concentrate on maths which you like and best at. okay! then she said if i seriously had problems with bio. it doesnt matter. there are other job prospects for me to look at. okay. i want something promising. but i still want to be a children's doctor. sighhhhh.
then ytd von mentioned sth about more to life and that he wants to travel the world. GOSH I HAD that AMBITION 2 YEARS AGO. ahhah. and i set a goal to travel the world in 5 years time of less. sighhhhhh. i really want to travel. esp to moscow. ): and wherever else. i want to go skydiving or bungee jumping. but one thing i would die for is to FLY. fly a plane or whatever. JUST FLY.
SIGH. BIG SIGH.
and of course. i hope and pray i'll be a better muslim. ): i feel damn guilty now that i forgot the number of days i didnt repay my fast. ): ohgoshohgosh. if only i'd die now. EH NO! i still want to do something for the community.
YES. I WANT TO FULFILL. AND BEFORE THAT. I WANT TO MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD OF ME! (:
amin.
