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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
21:11

JAHANAM NAMPAK?! JAHANAM NAMPAK!?

omg. it's like the 'in' thing at home now. just change the coloured word to anything you want and irritate and sicken the other family member. OMG. just as im typing, my mum attacked me.

AND I GOTTA GO ON A DIET.
my weight is on the rise, painfully and slowly. it acts like a reminder for me to eat in moderation. but i just cant help popping stuff into my mouth! ): for example at 9.45 pm or later, i'd feel like eating a snack: ice cream or chips or chocolate. OMG. HIGH IN FAT FOOD. ))):

that's sad. and in the day, i have a HUGE APPETITE. ))): i can eat like two servings of food. and i baca bismillah know! dunno why still like that. this sucks man.

i have something to announce.
MY BROTHER IS KEMARUK(OBSSESSED) WITH BUILDING UP MUSCLES.
and he's like stick and bones like now and he tries to show off abs that he doesnt have and chest that is almost nothing (even when you wear specs or dont wear specs).
ok. maybe he's in that phase. whatever.

and im excited to watch cjdance concert this sat. ((:

good luck loveys.

it's now time to eat dinner. (omg look at the time!)

see ya.


Friday, May 23, 2008
01:02

was with faz tdy! :DDDD

last day of schl for me and lets say goodbye to eyecandy. it's gonna be no more in a few days time. )):

eyes averted when she glances;
eyes averted when he glances.
perhaps something to say,
perhaps a misunderstanding;
but they're both pretty all the same.


Tuesday, May 20, 2008
01:25

i just bombed $110 at robinsons for 2 mothers day bras and 2 bras for myself. when i came home my dad said: i didnt say you couldnt use the credit.

and weehoe just told me he lost weight.

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TSK. [for both]

anyway, that old guy there is crazy to give me this task! ):

im asking someone to go with me for the cj dance concert!
31may PAC sat 7.30PM

SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS BABY.


Wednesday, May 14, 2008
22:18

BANGKOK WAS SHOPPER'S GALORE.

honestly.

my new purchases were 8/9 new tops, 3 WORKING pants, 3 skirts (which i badly need), 3 pairs of shoes, 2 belts, 1 handbag, 1 sling, and 18 bangles.

WOOHOO!

when we reached asia hotel it was alr night. i was too tired to start walking around so decided to just get instant noodles from 7eleven. but we went back, we realised there wasnt any kettle! dammit! ): so my mum said to go down to the said muslim foodstall along the road somewhere. but we couldnt find it after 45 min of searching. i was initially hungry but lost appetite after a while so we didnt eat.

called porn using the public phone just ouside asia hotel and I WAS EARNING MONEY FROM THE PHONE! for every baht i insert, i get another baht. eventually i earned some 3 or 4 bahts from the phone itself. LOL. poor people can rly make a living out of it. ahhaha.

on sunday we went chatuchak. OH MY HELL OF CHICKENS. it was absurdly huge that i think we only walked some 1/5 of the entire place? it was HOT and packed. can die of heat stroke there la. srsly. we walked at JJ MALL too. and ate some curried noodle. it was a 6 hours spent there and we only bought a tube dress and wooden bangles there. my mum bought plates which were plain but gorgeous! in the evening we went mbk. many things have changed since! legs aching!

on monday morning went pratunam and platinum. the place was filled to the brim with clothes and more clothes. the platinum shopping centre wasnt like any other shopping centre in sg. sg malls have like an atrium in the middle of something. but no! platinum: 360deg shops selling clothes, accessories, shoes, food. EVERYTHING BABE! spent like mad.

ah can die.

on tuesday we rushed to central world. but was halted halafway bya policeman who told us to shop at a thai local product shop. when we reached there by a tuktuk, it was those kind of place seling jewellery, sth we werent looking for. but i bought silk magnets there! then we hailed a tuktuk to take us to mbk.but the driver didnt want to take us there! so he made another tuktuk to take us there. but this tuktuk dirver was kinda kind and sincere. he told us to go to another thai local product factory aving a slae. we didnt want to go at all but he voiced his intention. he wanted to take us there so that he can get a "free petrol coupon" all we gotta do is to look around for 5-10 min. and then he'll take us to mbk for 20 baht only. OK! but when he finally sent us to opposite mbk, he said "FREE! NO PAY" woo! free ride babe. what kind soul. (:

so we shopped for a while more and lunch-ed before heading back to asia hotel to checkout. then we went to central. we only bought cik tiqah's "sexy maxi" bra. and walked around a bit. cos that palce was too posh and too expensive. not within our budget in bkk, so we left and headed back to platinum. we found bro's shirt. and bought nothing else. lol.

and so we came back with a trolley bag full of clothes, bags and shoes. nak katakan, the clothes we bought werent that many and the bag was bare minimum and shoes were just not enough. i should have bought more shoes and bags. but. though sg shoes are generally more expensive, it's much much nicer.

SHOPPING WAS FUN. (:

off shopping for 3 days starting today!

didnt take that many photos, cos it wasnt a sightseeing thing. so i ended up snapping randomly at weird times.

my mum said when i dont smile with my teeth bared, i look like a joker. ):


Saturday, May 10, 2008
08:43

and before i leave,

i woke up and saw a rainbow right in front of my house!

it's really heartwarming and exhilarating to see it very early in the morning!




Wednesday, May 07, 2008
21:32

there are many many things to say but right now, i only remember one thing.

BEAUFFET! (pronounced as beau-fay)

holy chickens! the food was good! i had a hell of a time and ive gained weight because of that!
i actually gave up after a good 40 min but i gained back my stamina to eat after resting for 10 min and i ate more!

here are some photos. it's a must-bring-dianah-to-pig feast kind of place. so when, girl!









Friday, May 02, 2008
22:30

ah. shit. i just feel like blogging.

ANYWAY.here goes another day of my life.

i never elt so lost and bogged down with such huge responsibility before till on wednesday when a particular man told me of a rather shocking news that deprived me of sleep for two days. i kept on waking up at 3 thinking it was 6. at 5.30 thinking it was 6. at 5.45 thinking it was 6! but i just couldnt wait for the sun to rise and allow me to go to school! and SEARCH!

but alhamdullilah, after friday prayers today, everything was solved! :D

THEN.

today at 1515 hrs i had the faculty of science interview. HOLY SHIT SON OF A BITCH. ):
i screwed it up like a fool and i couldnt find the right words. i seriously cant speak formally AT ALL under the eagle eyes of an interviewer who looked as though he would gladly swallow me down his throat. ):

but it's over now. time to hope and pray.

insyallah, i'll get science fac offer and do math.

oh yea. one thing, when you like something you dont have to have a particular reason why you like it. eg "So, why your interest in math?" because, i just like it?! like i jsut like it! please dont ask me again and again.

and i really cant promote myself. eg,
so tell us why we should offer you this place in science fac?
reply: ERRR....hauvy3b4ox7a2vvo4uihavq254p9u. yea.

WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK.

who cares babe. allah penentu segala. (: amin.


Thursday, May 01, 2008
19:32

im no longer emotion-deficient.
really.

and i swear, school is the best place to be. whether you're a student or a teacher.
and during this period, i'm actually enjoying it. though sometimes after school, i'd be alone since everyone else is working and bestie is now schooling. ): so then i head home.

anyway, ONE THOUGHT.

WHY MUST PEOPLE LINK THE COLOUR PINK WITH DANCE?
why cant it be lavender or violet or sky blue or green for that matter?
it's like stereotyping.

just when im re-blogging, bestie abandoned her blog. i remember abandoning mine too when i felt i wanted to let go. i did. now, it's a new beginning.

i was under the impression that everything was in place. but i was a fool.
you've bloomed, fool.
live your life the way you want it to be. stand up for your own rights.
there's no one to tell you who you're supposed to be cos you know what you want.
people can be bitches or jerks or appear as stumbling blocks. but they cant stop you from what you feel you think you believe.
you were wrong. now that's you've learnt, make it right.
love yourself more girl. love others too.