ah. shit. i just feel like blogging.
ANYWAY.here goes another day of my life.
i never elt so lost and bogged down with such huge responsibility before till on wednesday when a particular man told me of a rather shocking news that deprived me of sleep for two days. i kept on waking up at 3 thinking it was 6. at 5.30 thinking it was 6. at 5.45 thinking it was 6! but i just couldnt wait for the sun to rise and allow me to go to school! and SEARCH!
but alhamdullilah, after friday prayers today, everything was solved! :D
THEN.
today at 1515 hrs i had the faculty of science interview. HOLY SHIT SON OF A BITCH. ):
i screwed it up like a fool and i couldnt find the right words. i seriously cant speak formally AT ALL under the eagle eyes of an interviewer who looked as though he would gladly swallow me down his throat. ):
but it's over now. time to hope and pray.
insyallah, i'll get science fac offer and do math.
oh yea. one thing, when you like something you dont have to have a particular reason why you like it. eg "So, why your interest in math?" because, i just like it?! like i jsut like it! please dont ask me again and again.
and i really cant promote myself. eg,
so tell us why we should offer you this place in science fac?
reply: ERRR....hauvy3b4ox7a2vvo4uihavq254p9u. yea.
WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK.
who cares babe. allah penentu segala. (: amin.