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i called him a bird and i have no idea why i called him a bird. what the hell?
and so another day at school passed. well i guess tdy was better and more fulfilling. i mean i managed to keep the class going and i think all these "no talking in english" campaign is really good. although it's too early to say whether they've improved, i can see them churning out new words. and that includes me. we had some forfeit thing going on and even i got forfeited and my forfeit is atrocious. i gotta buy them coke! what is this! okay. i think i shall change that coke to something healthier.
and i finally know why im am not an angry person. thanks to faz's literary read. read the excerpt below. maybe you'll finally be able to understand yourself.
"Don't Get Mad. Get Wise (Why no one ever makes you angry... ever!)".
Whenever you become angry, it is because you have an image in your mind of how things should be, how people should behave, how events should unfold, and the external reality is not matching the image in your mind.Anger comes when you are not inwardly flexible enough to accept that outward reality is always going to be different from your preconceptions, expectations and desires. In fact, your anger is a sign that you are trying and failing to control other people and events. You have not yet realised that you cannot control other people or events. The world is not designed to waltz to the sound of your swing band. This is why anger is often referred to as a moment of insanity. You are clinically insane!
Attachment is a mistake we all make within our consciousness and it creates what is known as ego.
We must come to realise that everything in life comes and goes, everythign decays, every dynamic process is unpredictable and uncontrallable, and must end. Stuff happens! Everytime you get angry it means you are having an argument with this reality. Once again, not exactly a very enlightened way to live.
for me, i realise i put very little attachment to whatever that revolves around my life. except for that one particular person, my brother and my parents. they're the only people i get really angry with. i let the others come and go easily. i dont like the feeling of anger and thus even when im angry it's only for....10 minutes? HMMMM. maybe i dont care after all how other people behave cos it's completely their choice and i am nobody to tell them what to do.
WHATEVER BOY. just go away now and i'll let you use the com. goodbye. continue next time.
