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im supposed to be doing some work right now, but here i am, scarring some blog of mine.
i have something to declare.
for the first time in my whole entire life, i was ANGRY.
my bubble didnt BURST WITH GUSTO but it did burst.
being the girl that i've always been, i choose to ignore that anger and went on with class patiently (amazing i could do that sia).
i guess i've never scolded anyone apart from my brother. and i dont tengking people. i was on the verge of SCREAMING! at those kids. but all i did was to tell a student quietly "dont test my patience." i cant believe im so "kind". and to just top off that anger with whipped cream, another student had to mention "TEACHER, YOU GOT PATIENCE AH?!"
JUST GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE.
*sorry for the vulgarity
that totally pushed my limits. but i was so pissed with that comment that all i managed to do was say loudly "SHUT UP" and rolled my eyes at him. i wanted to cry man. but i didnt cos i kept on being reminded of faz's: my patience is only this much (with her face and gestures all) so it sort of lifted my mood.
IM JUST A RELIEF OK.
even if you dont like the damn subject, at least respect me ah. even if you dont want to respect me then just shut the hell up in my class and mind your own business la.fuck. teaching spastic kids beats teaching them sia.
and bloody hell, i have another lesson with them tmr.
work is really mounting. it's not exactly mounting. i can finish it. but the testsssssssssss. it's taking a huge portion of my time. i feel so drained. it sucks. teaching a subject you arent all that proficient at, sucks. teaching a subject that students dont give a toot about sucks. but the subject doesnt suck. they just cant appreciate the language.
i'll psycho myself.
TMR WILL BE A GOOD DAY.
damn you class.
