scream when you have to, to let go

Sunday, November 30, 2008

12:59

im at my aunt's chilling with a 22-inch screen, wireless keyboard, wireless mouse and super cool booming speakers. cool or what.

and my little pretty alya is behind on the daybed with my cousin chuckling and laughing. i can stay here all day! :D

WHEEE.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

17:23

YOU ARE:

LEFT BRAINED

Left brained people tend to be analytical, logical, rational and objective.

Here are some famous left-brainers:
Stephen Hawking
Albert Einstein
Richard Feynman

You have a MALE brain!

The ratio of ring finger length to index finger length is determined by how much testosterone you were exposed to before birth.

Testosterone is primarily a male sex hormone required for the development of male reproductive organs and secondary male sexual characteristics such as facial hair, a deeper voice and more developed muscles.

Your Life Path Number is 7

Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one.

Having a 7 Life Path makes you a seeker of truth and knowledge. You enjoying exploring the mysteries in life and strive to find answers to the unknown. You are an analytical thinker and enjoy spending time alone with your thoughts. Avoid letting the isolation go to extremes.

Positive Traits

Analytical, Mystical, Prepared, Wise

Negative Traits

Aloof, Cynical, Superficial, Fussy

okay. so er. im analytical and logical and rational and objective. do the middle two hold!? hahahah.

and what male brain. shit, it must have been proven! :\

Friday, November 28, 2008

13:08

COMPUTING SHIT IS OVER! :D

woofoo. now there's only thai left and i have a lot of time to study for it.

so what do i do now. i guess if my mum was around, i'd shout "BU! LETS GO SHOPPPPINGGGG!" the minute i reach home. how? i think i'll be renting vids and stuff to sit home and watch.

hmmm. i wanna go my aunt's place and dance dance revolution! :D
and guitar heroes at cine please, girls? :D

Thursday, November 27, 2008

16:05

they've left.
5jan please come soon. )):

take care ibu, ayah.
i'll pray for your safety.
may you have a fufilling haj.
stay safe and healthy.
i love you two.

(insert picture of us here.)

<3 XOXO

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

01:42

hey ladies. (and couple of gentlemen)

im back. my exams are not over yet. but at least core mods are over

TWO more papers to go and twee im done with sem one and all shit. :D

but that wont come till 2dec. so if you wanna date me, after 2dec okay. HEEE.

in the meantime, the closest event thats gonna come and go real fast(i hope and i pray) is my parents' departure for haj this thursday. ):
i know i know ive been going on about them going for haj and how i'd be lonely, but that's how i really feel. and i just have to say it to prepare myself and not internally breakdown. otherwise, it'll be pretty bad. suppose this'll work to psycho myself out of the thought of missingmy parents damn bad and being lonely.

oh here's something i wanna write on this page for memory's sake.

went out with my mum to town after ages! didnt quite shop. went there to update the students plan thing. but in any case we had sakura buffet with my dad (finally!) after seeing the $47++ price tag to the carousel buffet which we didnt think we're gonna be able to eat $47 worth of food each that night. so we wlaked back all the way to sakura. it was quite a laugh walking with my family along orachrd road. heee.
and my mum said at the dinner table today which made me and bro crack up.
JANGAN NAK KACAU GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND ORANG EHH!
lol! seriously! and another line about my dad's farting, courtesy of my bro.
FEAR NOT THE SOUND, BUT FEAR WHAT COMES NEXT.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

ohwell. probably one of good days together. (:

i love my family to bits and nothing can replace them in the world. (:even though i think i get irritated by my bro easily.

so now can you imagine me sitting in front of the tv alone in the empty house waiting for 5 jan to come. ):
i can tear at that thought already. ):

till then, message me if you are thinking of me. (:
lotsa love, XOXO.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

00:12

state: turmoil.

you leave me helpless;
i want it to be but it cant.

if it isn't the way it is;

i'll let it happen.

i don't wanna be the stranger that walks past;
and a catastrophe occurs.

i don't wanna be the cause and effect;

i wanna be It with no burden or clause.

but one thing i know and realise;

i miss you being there for me.

it has to be you, no other you.

i'll tell you in time to come.

happy mugging all. ((:

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

18:02

been:
1. studying
2. eating
3. gaining weight
4. slacking
5. having lots of laughs
6. smiling
7. angsty
8. hurt
9. lost and confused
10. mugging

will be back soon loves. ( though i was pretty much away for slightly over a month)

till then,
XOXO (that translates to hugs and kisses/kisses and hugs.)

there's so much to laugh and to cry for. please god, let this heart settle.