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JB TRIP TODAY WITH NUMBER LOVING KIDS! :D
ahh. there was always a first time for all. took public bus! which was a long long wait at taman uni jusco. hmmm. the bowling. the a&w. the fig&olive. the walking. the factory outlets. and more walking. hmmmm. it was pretty safe going with them la. we got two reliable old guardians with us. who can actually i think take care of us and er me especially. gosh. when am i gonna grow up and be a real lady. HMM. but in any case, it was gooooood. ((: we cannnn gooooo again! and eat sth elseeee! :D
thank you eva, syazana, faris and saliman for the grrrrreat time! :D
one thing for sure, i can be a serious walking disaster. damn. i need to shed off that title. dahlah im a freaking pigeon. HAHAHA. k. private joke. but in any case, i need reformation! :\
and all that confusion, i think staying the way i am now is the best. i have exceprts of convos.
he knows that i know. but i dont want to just know.
but he cant tell you in the face, cos if he does, it'll be left hanging.
but you can tell cos he shows it.
true. cos i dont know my next move. i dont know what i want. im not sure if that's what i want.
he has to be more than "nice" cos "nice" can be found easily in anyone in the future.
ahhh relationships sucks la.
im always the indecisive one. and i dont want to waste anyone's time here. )):
i want to say: i want to find something else in him apart from being just way way nice. so funny makes the cut. comforting makes the cut. "being there for you" makes a little cut today. but, again, im left undecided. i think i need sth more than that. and it'll take time.
damn long time. but time's important. what if i decide not to move. i tell you, i can seriously be a pro heartbreaker. :\ i want to say all these so that he can decide for himself.
but what do i do now.
it'll just affect friendship, my dear friend. especially when we're close. and i dont know if im pretending at the moment to not know. cos i dont pull nor push.
so what do i do now.
it's still early to say i think, i'll let nature take it's course.
gosh, im indecisive and clumsy and gah. i'll stay in my little dandy world for now, tonight.
take care XOXOXO!
AND OH. YOU GUYS CAN DATE ME NOW.
ARRANGE A DATE WITH ME PLEASE! :D
I MISS MY BROTHER. BRO! COME BACK, YOU FOO! :(
