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i am SO WORN OUT. and hungry.
i want to er...
1) shop
2) cake-eating.
3) meet faz, soef, dianah, farah ASAP.
4) go cycling (WTH?! but yes i want to)
5) go picnic!
6) watch tv from morning till night
7) sleep a lot a lot.
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oh the list goes on. i just want a freaking break. like HOLIDAY PLEASE.
mummy, i wanna go genting. i dont care if papa complains "asyik gi hoiday je!" but we hardly do! he's the one who's always golfing approx 2-3times a week! :\
IBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.... KAKAK PENAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT. ))))):
boohoo.
XOXO. (with much keletihan/kepenatan/kelelahan and ay498p1oqhrfdskjfg)
my first full day at home on a weekday every since school started on 12 jan. (:
okay maybe not. going for a buffet later. that reminds me. i better charge the batt of my camera. hmmm.
so i stayed home today. with the idea that imgoing to spend the day with my family somewhere. turns out my mum wanted to eat sushi but since my dad went to work, another time. so she said choose to either go east coast then to parkway parade or changi beach then to airport. eventually she chose to go east coast. that was at 10.45 am.
at 11.30 am, she changed her mind (after some questions) and called up my dad: pa, tonight we go eat buffet at sakura can?
so we're going to eat buffet at sakura later for dinner. HMMM. how fast. so the rest of the day is spent at home studying. where i think if this was the original plan, i would have gone to school to study then meet them at sakura clementi woods later in the evening. HMMM.
so today, i watched oscar and listened to beyonce, spice girls, destiny's child, usher and britney. ahhhhhhhh. how nice. (:
and for the rest of the week, im gonna study hard. seriously. calculus needs some buck up and cs too. :||
i think i said that too many times but it just doesnt seem to be working. PRFT.
okayyyy.continue with calculus then get ready for buffet. see ya!
and im sorry my ladies. i find it hard to find time and meet you guys. )):
XOXO.
i have the BIGGEST APPETITE in my entire life at this stage.
god, i just cant stop eating. it's been.....5? 6? 10? 11? how about many days? that all i do is eat and eat and eat.
a few days ago, my food intake was at intervals of maximum 45 mins, between one food and the next.
today, i had MEGA breakfast(cheap! $3.90 only!) at MEGAbites(oh that explains the name) which consists of:1 chicken patty
2 sausages
1 hashbrown
scrambled egg
toast
some lettuce, tomato
at 940 am. i finished them all. CLEAN. saliman was pulling the last sausage and some egg away from me so that i wont eat it, and pushed all the vege to me. of course, i was merajuk-ing a while, cos i really wanted to eat it. but eventually he gave me back my beloved sausage.
at 11.30, i heard myself saying: I FEEL LIKE HAVING CHEESECAKE. from megabites. goddddddddddddddddd. luckily i could self-give a restraining order, else i would have bought it.
at 210pm, "im hungry! ):" at 3pm, "okay i go pray first and visit the coop a while! see you later!" and you know what, i went coop to get ice lemon tea and bee bee crackers. i was DAMN TEMPTED to buy the soft baked chunk cookies. GODDDD. restraining order again. :\
when i went home "bu, kakak lapar and haus. what did you cook?" reply was: oh we all ate maggi. you want maggi? "OKAY!" then, she forgot to put egg inside (didnt i have egg earlier!?), i was like "no egg eh? okay never mind. i wouldnt mind it if you cook me another one" WHAT THE HELL LA NURUL JUST SHUT UP AND EAT LESS.
slightly less than 2 hrs after the meal, "is there anything to eat apart from yoghurt?" DAMMIT. and you know what i saw? MAGGI OMELETTE or OMELETTE MAGGI, either way it's the same thing, on the table. my mum said: MMMM SEDAP. tak nak try, Mah? so with all smiles and glee i reached out for the fork and knife and popped a small portion of it in my mouth.
SEDAAAAPPPP GILAAAAA! and i continued eating it until i realised, "EH? DAH BIS?! SHIT!"
and her cookies were tempting tooooooo. she was eating it in front of meeee. tempting me to want to reach out for one cookie. but her cookie: eat one, want another. :\ but i gave restraining order again.
THAT'S 3 RESTRAINING ORDERS TODAY.
HAKIMAH, STOP EATING LIKE A PIG. I FEEL LIKE A BLOODY GLUTTON. :\
PUNYALAH BANYAK NAK LOSE WEIGHT, ABEH MAKAN MACAM ORANG GELOJOH. :\
SUDAHLAH!
but seriously, i NEED to lose weight. MANA TAK BONCIT! :\
and now i have the image of delifrance's chocolate mousse in my mind and im salivating.
TSKKK. tak boleh harap. :\
with babat and XOXO.
yesterday was nus-sp friendly at sp t11a.
AND IM SLEEEEEPY. ):
i really have got no mood to talk about anything. honestly.
my mind is in a whirl twirl, girl.
this and that of everything.
IM STILL SLEEEEEPY. ):
cs lab is taking forever. 4 hours of task 2 and all my tests cases are wrong. boo. i feel cheated. i wanna sleeeeeeep. but but but but ive yet to finish task 3 (last one!) by mon noon.
oh. i bought alarm clock that blue and red and cost $7.90 from some shop at cck today. the alarm is irritating, noisy and LOUD. if i dont wake up to that, i dont know what to say seriously. hah. ive been sleeping like a log. not answering any wake up calls (up to 11 missed calls one morning!) or morning phone alarms (snoozed once and never manage to hear subsequent ones) though it's at....volume level 6! ohmygod. ):
till then, XOXO.
why do i feel like you're avoiding me?
i really dont know why.
